the message.....

this is the message i sent to my 'best fren' seems she dint stop me to write this for readers to read....
and she wan someone to know everything....
den i told someone everything la....
total 3message i had send to her...:
1st:
i really dunno how to say bout you....every time i say bout you,you will make angry face to me....
this time i really angry and you thought i angry bout you and kk because of ah foo...you too not understand me...so was i...not understand you also...ask in deep of your heart...you really like dua jiak or you ed like kk...?if you really like dua jiak you wont be so close wit kk....the good reason is scare dua jiak will misunderstand you and kk...dun say that you dint close wit kk in front of dua jiak..if you say is kk wan to close wit you den you should keep a distance ..cause to avoid misunderstanding....you can use any guy you like but not my brothers....use your real heart to love them not to use them...if not you wont find your truth love...every relation around you,just using the guy to pay anything you wan...is them stupid?i not your doll keep on using me...i angry is cause i be transparent....-that is 1st message-
2nd message:
pls wake up....dun cheat dun pretend...when everyone told me that you are using me,i dint believe and keep on give you chance...but i really disappointed on you....maybe is cause of your mum and dad relation cause you scare to accept a relation but happiness is not the way you do now...if someone is better den kk and dua jiak i think you will choose that guy rather my bro...cause the other guy can give you more money for you to spend...if like that,den your heart can easily been buy by the guys...simple word...CHEAP and PLAYGIRL....no matter wat....your love world not mines....so was i...my love worlds not yours...why wan follow ah foo on that day?so that next time i know how to find him a?no need...i can ask him to bring me to his house if i got relation wit him....or is you wan to know .....why...he is ur next target izzit?wat hell are u thinking of?
3rd message:
you know i very close wit bt...if you really have heart wan to be my sincere fren den you should find her to help you..i clearly tell you the point i angry about is on that day before i really get angry you as my 'best fren' dunno i angry and try to make joke wit me....you thought i really not dare to throw that food a...i throw that food not cause of yao yeng is cause i really angry bout you all ed...i keep on repeating that i tuition next day and you all just thought as wind blow...at behind you all i just be transparent...if like that next time dun call me out...i not transparent...think yourself...are you really like my bro....which bro...your eldest bro teach you to lie on guy...i think before your bro teach you ed know how to lie on guy and use them...just complain to anyone you like..i dint care...really understand me wont get along wit you....
that's all the message...
i feel myself too cruel to say on my 'blur fren'...
sorry...
will be continue wit calling...

transparent

i got go out to watch movie 1 day wit my 'best fren','my bro', and my subang fren ah foo....

my bro ask me to bought for his boss...

i ask my sis to bought it....

she told me that she bought all is at 11.45p.m...

but the ticket she bought for his boss is 11p.m....

so i just keep on saying sorry to his boss....

i tell my bro wat happening...

but den we when to watch our movie...

at the early movie my bro and best fren go to sit couple sit...

maybe they just wan to watch me and ah foo got anything at below them or not....

i dunno...

after watching i told ah foo to go back i will ask my bro to send me back....

that is before going to car park....

after going to car park i when inside my bro car but i not sure that ah foo know how to go out or not...

so i when down and ask ah foo cause his car just in front us....

when i ask him that time,my bro shout at behind to call him go for a drink....
ah foo dint hear that....
so i dint tell ah foo....
cause wan let him go back earlier he working the next day...
i went back to my bro car...
he ask me how...
i told him that i dint tell him and i state the reason for my bro also...
den he ask us where we wan to go....
so i told him to go back cause i having tuition the next day....
but my best fren said follow him,and my bro really follow and dint care wat i say....
haizz...
on the way they follow him i ask my bro why wan follow him and wat he said is cause got someone ask him to follow ah foo...
and on the way i keep on saying i wanted to go back...
at last,when near subang there ed,he ask my fren 1question... that is,she got said meh?
wat means?
wat i said on the way is just a wind blow la...
i really feel very angry bout this...
and my fren just dint say anything....
after they nearly at ah foo house ed,foo called me and ask me wat we really wan..?
i ask them and they said have a drink...
and we went to asia cafe...
my mum called me that time...
scolding me,warning me and said start tomolo i cannot go out ed...
i told them wat my mum said and they said lucky they just order 'bali tong'...
but is large plate...
in 1 table wit 4 ppl only my best fren know how to eat...
ah foo, me wont eat...
and my bro dunno how to eat also...
i told them i wan to back before 3a.m...
my bro said ok lo...2.50 only back...
i was really have a shock he tell me that...
and i try to warn him that i wan back at 2.45...
i told them to finish the food at 2.30 if not i will throw that...
my bro say that movement will be very slow...
i said i will be very fast if i just throw it on the floor...
my best fren and my bro thought i just wan to be yao yeng in front of ah foo...
cause when i said that both of them said wah,yao yeng o....
shit...
they dunno that i really angry...
after ah foo drink finish his drinks,i ask him to go back...
after they said yao yeng this word i keep quite and dint have a talk wit them..
and show a face that i really angry ed...
when ah foo back that time,my bro try to talk to me...
and when the time near 2.30a.m,they go back to the stall they order and tell them to pack...
after ah foo left the table,he told me that he still at outside wait for me...ask me dun worry they will fetch me back on time...
that time my phone had no credit and i too angry until i dun wan borrow phone from them...
at 2.45a.m foo called me are they sending me back ed.?
i said yes...and where is him?
he told me he still at outside...
i really feel sorry to him...
on the way walk back to my house,my bro follow me...
i talk also dint talk to him,see also dint see him just close the door...
after few days,i send a massage to my fren...
it will be my next topic of my blog...
will update for you all next time...
pls comment wat you all think if is you for this topic of blog..?

last day

my granpa and grandma 3years today...
they said we need to using steel to knock until make a lot of noise...
but i was so stupid knock until my hand is hurt...
after today i does'nt have any granpa and grandma ed...
both side of my father and mother also pass away ed!!!
so miss to have them again...
but this few day hope to go back to study...
yet dunno wan to study wat...
business admin?
international business?
public relation?
hotel management?-i dun think it suit me...
can give any comment...?

society

wat are really happen in society?
learning how to grow?
learning how to make the relation between human and human become better?
learning how to control our mood and feeling?
today another head manager that i dislike in our counter...
he say why i so lonely?
wat i can say?
i like lonely?
i like to do my own things?
now only i realize another collegue that does not key wit me pretend to be fren to me...
but when i ask him bout submission although he know but he pretend that he does not know bout submit...
and always say 'gila kuasa' this word..
maybe he say bout me..
i dunno...
i-gate wan me to go back...
and they will give me a lot of challenge...
1day rm75..
but i learn a lot how to submit form at here ed...
i dun wan my collegue here feel wat they teach me is useless....
so,i reject them...
although, 1 day is 75 just work for 3 days..
that is fri,sat,and sun...
in 1month time basic ed have 900...
is much more than here...
i know they just wan me to work happier than here....
but i still hope to work at here for this moment...

bullshit?

maybe my words are bullshit...
sorry...
but i will try my best not to make my words become bullshit again...
i cant promise anything but i will try my best...
cause i promise too many things ed...
promise til i sienz ed...
the ppl that hear my promise should be double sienz....
now my words wont be promise but try my very best...
haha....
this few day having defaecation until bleeding..
for several day ed...
ed 5times....
solution is see doctor,drink more water,eat more fibre things...
haha..but just one thing cant do...
that is see doctor...

a lot of thing happen in society

haizz...
i thought going out of society is quite a happy things...
too many things happen in society....
learn quite a lot....
although i know that wat i learn now just a minor part of society...
relation wit colleague not as well as i wan..
but i felt that as long as i do mine own things and he do their own things should be no problem....
i will still try to make this relation better..
no matter how hard this work is it....
i will try all my best to finish this work til i go to skul...
i wont give up ed...
if cant hit the target,i will tell myself that i had try my best...
at least i have try....
so,readers must support me o...
haha...
i wont die so fast...
i will keep all my best to get customer...
haha....

sienzz

so tired...
working for 12hours...
shit la...
3rd day ed...
still cant get any line....
for pd trip story i will updated next time...
anyone that wan to change to postpaid can come to find me at bukit tinggi tesco...
tell them i m apple...
really hope to get business today...
readers pls come to find me...
i wont force you to change to postpaid...
just give you more information..
you wan to change to postpaid or not is ok for me...
pls introduce to your frens...
i will very thankful to you....