all about eve...

this is a old movie i gone through this week...
how hope i can have a prince like the main actor...
willing to wait for her...
no matter how others girl try to attract him,chase him...
he wont be influence...
his heart is always be right her....
this is the main point i been attracted to this movie...
does this kind of man still exist???
haha...
i think i cant live in reality again...
i cant find a same guy in reality also...
but i know that was just a fantasy...
such a warmth,beautiful fantasy world...
i think now i can understand why my sister always like to live in fantasy...
haha...
but 1day we still need to go back to reality again..
this is the truth we have to face...
if this kind of love belong to you den it will belong to you...
if it does'nt belong to you,no matter how hard you try to get it you will fail...
all depends on fate!!!(this is what i told myself also)

izzit this means by society life????

today teacher teach wat he had teach me before...
haha...
makes me think of him a lot...
actually i dunno the reason why i angry bout him...
although i know that was my mistakes...(i m the 1 that done wrong things)
today what i learned was:
1) dun requested ppl to understand you,understand ppl 1st den only hope for others ppl understanding...
2) once we solve a problem,when a same problem came to us we will be bigger den the problem...
3) control emotion...
4) meditation
5) accept and giving...
ppl who are always emotional will be the loser...
i think this is the reason why i lose!!!
all this he teach me before...
i go through before...
but i still not try to learned it...
what a stubborn person...
how hope yesterday i play truant on that class...
den i will never think of him...
whatever the life is still go on...

why human creates problems????

this is a question i asked my tuition teacher...
he also wonder...
but at last he put buddha concept on it...
haiz...
he said because human have too much movement...
he asked me to stay dun move it will wont creates problem...
another question i would like to ask is,
should human live in future or today???
of course i like to live in past and today...
future we just can dream on it...-this is my concept...
haha...
teacher said dream are good...
but a lot of ppl discourage me to dream cause i just know how to wasting time...
and think impossible things...
hehe...
my cousin opened subway at shah alam...
they hope in half year time they can open another franchise in shah alam so that all the profit in that area are belong to them..
problems are they not enough workers...
this few days they busy until eat their lunch,dinner also been skipped...
my aunt work until headache...
in addition they cant even have a time going to toilet...
i told my mum,if i not tuition den i go help them...
or work with them every holiday...(after stpm)
my mum and eldest sister reaction are so big to reject my opinion...
they said i should not work at there..
but they would like my smallest sister to help over there..
my eldest sister said after she help them(cousin) in account firm,she will help me to ask whether their account firm(another business) need assistant or not....
den only ask me to go in...
sigh...
hope can let me play at subway better...
sometimes working for me is a game..
or a playing place...
den only can makes me enjoy...
haha...
wrong concept???
hehe

negative thinking???

haha...
actually i not sure what i m thinking now are negative or not....
this morning my friend told me bout her love story...
she said that guy together with her makes her felt like he is sympathy to her...
is her 1st love also...
this few years i trying not to put a real feeling to someone cause scare the more feeling i put the more i got hurt-my hypothesis???
maybe every girl because of her 1st love makes them scare to step in again...
finally,i found 1 that same with me...
so 1st love are important to create a good memory...
love have no ending...
of course i dint hope she have a ending like me....
i remember my friend send a message to me...
the more a ppl trying to protect themselves the more they cant get their true love...
sometimes i really ask myself,how well i know bout love???
i not a pro but just like to know where,how a feeling created???
i remember when i was playing facebook...
it said that my 1st love is near...
so it means the 1st love that i always put inside my heart are fake????
maybe it correct also...
it not consider a 1st love...
cause both of us become couple for half year but dint go dating,dint holds each others hand,anything that couple done we dint done it...
love comes silently inside our heart...
loves comes without any alert...
love are scary in my opinion....
haha...
of course the love i mean is boy and girls...
cause love divide into too many sections...

is a kind of bored movie if you not enjoy it!!!

twilight is a love story between human beings and vampires....(as what i said last post-movie that seen this few days)
it divide into 4chapter in movie!!!
of course what have released now in cinema was twilight new moon...
this story is seems talked about the guy edward cullen cant lost bella but he have to leave her because of his family...
erm,how should i said??
edward dint hope/encourage bella to be one of theirs family...(vampires family)
he don't want bella to lose her soul like him!!!
in the end of story they still together!!!
of course in the process i watch this movie quite a lot of "disturbance"...
so actually i not really enjoy it much..
but as my sister they said,is quite ok...
just for guys that is too too boring(over boring)..
. cause it consists a lot of love story inside...
in the 1st chapter is shown that edward are protecting bella...
in this 2nd chapter is jacob protect bella...
jacob is a wolf...
and they have conflict with vampires(they hate each others species)
he dont want bella to become a vampires...
bella and him is a best friend...
but they together in this 2nd chapter-new moon(i think bella together with him because to forget edward)
as what my sister that had read the books...
bella and edward will have a daughter and their daughter will together with jacob in the last chapter....
so waiting for twilight eclipse(the third chapter)...
http://www.twilightmovie.org/

thanks to those friends that always support me!!!

last few days i scold out a lot of things!!!
haha...
kuso and i always arguing....
so for those who understand both of us they have used to it...
jun hau very smart and clever...
he know every time i have a fight with kuso den no one should come in our topic..
cause that fellow sure let me scold...
yup i admit...
sometimes i really cant breath with all the pressure(even a little pressure)...
den i will burst out...
my EQ low(this wan i know)
haha...
when i have a fight with kuso,a guy that actually not always talk to me but he is still my schoolmates come into kuso and mine topic....
of course everyone that know me well they know i like to scold...
only those 1986 and those old ppl not understand me only(maybe they don't know)...
even now in stpm at dato hamzah some of classmates also scared of me(they don't know me o...)
they said i have a face that stating "no one can touch/talk to me"...
haha...should i feel proud???
yup...
i admit again...
when i get frustrated and angry i will scold anything until i feel good...
so???
maybe you feel i very mischievous...
but i still have friends who know i'm not intention on it...
and some of them have already use to it...
all of them know when i in a good mood you will feel i m a very nice ppl...
but when i m in a bad mood den you will know you meet with a devils....
haha..
that's me...
thanks very much to all that really understand me and support me....(kuso,jh,yf,nixson and etc.)
erm as to my 2nd bro:
you remember before u go back on that day,what have i said???
see it really happened!!!
however thx for everything on that day!!!!

speachless....

last few days my brother wanted to play his on9 game to achieve the catty apple pet that he wanted....
so he said he will play for quite long time...
what i can do is let him play over my time cause i not feel sleepy...
furthermore on that time he play i done my account homework....
after that i gone to sleep for a while...
i remember that time was 1a.m...
maybe i too obsessed bout fantasy world with those superstar movie...
so i continue play after that till 4.30a.m...
but it really overboard...
but for me only fantasy world let me feel protective...
the next day when i come back from playing basketball with friends i found out the cable for the internet been plugged out....
so in 2days time i go with my boring life holiday..
dunno why i dint hope for holiday...
this time holiday i dint hope to work but wish to learn something in account firm...
yesterday night my bro told me that the reason they plugged the cable is because i play to late...
den my younger sister said is because i dint do house work...
den when the time i teach my brother maths and we also said bout the cable this things makes my eldest sister come out to scold me...
she is rite.......
i m not the want to pay the money for computer and streamyx...
i make all of them cannot play internet...
ask me if i got the ability go buy laptop and broadband la!!!
den she continue that i always see the movie until no need study...
i think study this word is the main word gua???
study???
actually i dint hope to study anymore...
my sister cant realize my mother wish so they put all their hope on me...
sometime this hope really makes me cant breath at all...
so i post on my facebook wall bout how i felt...
of course a lot of ppl trying to advice me...
that part i know...
yup...
i agree their are family...
just wish for good on me...
want me to be a good baby...
but now holiday started...
just finish up my exam...
cant i have a chance to do whatever things i want???
i know now my image become bad in everyone eyes...
actually i dont mind...
especially someone that wrote in his blog trying to said bout me..
cause he not my anyone anymore....