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Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Ridiculous

suddenly read back my post and found out that i m really ridiculous...
miserable in my living style??
why i found my life ridiculous and miserable???
deep in my heart know that i cant bear it...
my friend ask me before, 
ur life isn't challenging enough...
why dun just accept what that comes to u in ur love world??
this is what i said again:
i know what i dislike, that's why i dun wish to continue...
my mum asking me again,
why i keep someone that does not love me so hard in my heart??
this is what i told my mum:
just let me keep him for few more years...
he is the 1 who makes ur daughter strong...
he is the 1 who motivated ur daughter...
although i know both of us are from different world, and is impossible for us..
aquarius people does not know what they like, but they clearly know what they dislike off...
ur birthday is around the corner again...
happy birthday to u...
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roughly 19 days to go for holiday trip...
exam in this 5th semester seems to go really smoothly...
only concentrate on my own studies sometimes watching movie or runningman with my friends in order to take a break...
eliminate all those unnecessary worries, and outside world...
staying in dorm to study, went out to empty classes alone to memorize...
waiting for result....
although all the papers seems like i know how to do it...
but quite scared that i over confident....