a lot of homework a!!!!!

a lot of assignment need to do...
no matter on school homework or tuition...
just high like a hill...
exam is around the corner also....
i think this 2months will be very very busy...
assignment,mostly on all the subject i taken accept account...
so friends and readers,maybe i will not updates my blogs for quite a long time but maybe will...
cause i have to search for data in internet den i will updates...
hehe...
not sure la...
if something special happened on me den i will updates...
and to my friends that always go out with me,sorry maybe i will seldom go out wit you all ed....
but you all can have a try to ask me den i try to arrange but tell me earlier if wan me
out cause i need to arrange my time...
hehe....
sorry ya...

far far away

ability is far...
thinking is childish....
dunno why all rubbish inside my brain....
why human have ability know how to think?
why god give brain to human to have thinking?
why we should growth?
why there is so many type of human?
why there is so many type of thinking about 1things?
why there is so many why question in my brain?
why my brain just know how to think rubbish?
why there is a term of negative thinking and positive thinking?
why there is positive ppl and negative ppl?
how to be neutral?
why have to think so much?
why will regret?
all why why why......

爱情是什么?

如果人家不爱你那么我们是不是应该放弃他?
坚持下去就会有好结果吗?
或许他是你的/想要的白马王子可是如果他不爱你那你该怎么做?
等待是痛苦也是幸福的...
loves someone that dint like you is suffer,someone that loves you is happiness...
is better to choose someone that loves you more than you loves him/her...
make him/her feel trouble because of you,you will feel sad but how about set him/her free?
let him free to like who is loves...
let him slowly to forget who they love....
no use to rush...
it takes time...
and maybe he is not your prince...
if he is not your prince how?
just let it be naturally...
looking the beloved happy tell yourself must be happy without him in your world too...
if my beloved happy i will happy that is my concept....

life really like a mountain.....

life like a mountain....
we have to climb up to the top to see the best view he had ever seen...
but in the process to climb up,i think we have to face a lot of difficulties....
how about life?
how long we will have push to get this best view?
no life is easy...
i met my primary school teacher...
he is the best teacher and treat me like his daughter...
although he already retired but he has a tuition center...
he told me he is tired but he happy...
cause he like to teach...
change the position to me...
study is a occupation for me...
i m not happy of study....
i don't know why....
to find why i think it will be a excuse for me....
i don't know is because of this dato hamzah school or what...
what i know is my mum really hope i can get a degree...
study at this school make me suffer....
but i think maybe i should think positive...
just about 1year and a month at this school...
will the time past very fast?
after stpm den is working experience...
we really need to go through a lot of difficulties to get the best view...

i not sure wat i wan to be in the future!!!!

what i m sure is i plan to take business admin...
but i still hope to try on air crew..
air crew can let me earn more in 1month...
my father on 4 July said out his problems to my uncle(his bro)...
he say out how his boss treat him and how he keep on in his company...
cause he worry he dint have this job and 2nd he worry bout me...
he said if i go to university need money again...
den all his sister and bro ask him not to worry cause i now form 6 and if i got a good result government will support...
actually when i heard that he worry bout me, i m thinking bout should i sad or happy?
happy because he worry bout me?
and sad because i make him keep on in his stupid and cruel company?
i also very sad that if i can out to work now den he can think off retirement....
but he cant cause i cant out to work...
he ed 55++...
i know my mother not encourage me to work while study cause they scare i not concentrating on studies...
for quite a long time i think off if i come out to work den they will have a easily life ed....
all just wait for me....
why dun just let me go to air crew den only continue study le?
but i know i should not...
i will try my best to study in form 6,continue with admin den takes air crew...
if i success to be air crew,bout 4-5 years time i will back to continue experience in business...
but i dint plan to open a business...
and if my height is enough to go to jakarta air lines den i will go..
cause my cousin told me that she can keep a lot of money over there cause dint have entertainment at there...
dunno la....
this is just a dream...
but we can makes dream come true rite?
if i cant be air crew den i will concentrate in business field ed...
just wait for 5years+++....
i wan to be a useful family member...

schooling days

damn damn boring at skul...
everyday going to skul wit boring period...
the teacher just know how to give homework....
homework,homework and homework...
is today do,tomolo pass up....
wat the hell i going into?
but is a good challenging...
not bad...
practice makes prefect...
but i always late or the next day only i pass up the homework...
cause i forgotten the homework...
hehe...
this few day very easy to forget something...
haha...
old liao...
have to admit...

old folks home

today i go wit my bro and fren to old folks....
wat i hope is if the time given to me is longer den today i will be very happy to help...
actually maybe because today got club that come to that old folks make us cant do a lot of things....
but wat i can sure for today that not enough time is because of me...
i having tuition on 12.30p.m so is a difficulty to stay longer....
the aunty that manage the old folks keep on repeating my 3rd bro name...
guess she miss him also gua...
haha...
nothing special that happen...
just keep cleaning the windows...
not a difficult things for me....
but if change me to stay at there i will feel boring....
for me i dint feel any entertainment but maybe for the old folks a little entertain could makes them happy...
i can see they smile when the club is making them happy....
but i dunno wat club is it....
the only club that is under NGO and i know is rotary club...
actually,this year only i know that rotary is under NGO(non government organization) to help the publics that need help...
no wonder they always wan us(interact club to pay concern on all the activity that related bout community,international and funding...
actually,funding is important for us to make a project like sending the rice to Myanmar that had been done and adopt child ....
but now ed had pass for me...
as in my year i had done a lot of funding to makes sure they can do their international understanding programme...
they had successfully done and the best i.u day i had ever seen...
well done my interactors...
you dint makes me feel wasted to make so much of fund this few year for you all...
but of course i hope the next board of directors,can do more on charity...
dun be useless club in the skul...
learn how to communicates...(i heard a lot of things happen because you'll dunno how to communicate)
rotarian are helpful to us...
stay active...
actually quite miss it...
i can join rotaract if i wan but the time they meeting is clash wit my tuition....
hehe...
join them when i out of study world....