again...i do the same choice again...maybe it ed be my habit...hehe^^

i solve the quiz ed...
i know who he love ed...
but this gal misunderstood him...
and choose not to listen bout what he explain...
and here i am again to do the same things like i always do...
been KEPO...
help him to explain to her...
cause i feel he really love her...
so i try to solve his problem so that he wont so sad and tired...
hehe^^
really hope they can together...
am i very kepo???
am i very stupid???

if i never met him up....

if i never met him up i think i wont be like this...
if i never fall to him,i will not miss him now...
if i never lost him,i will not know that i really fall to him ed...
everythings really too late ed....
cause we will not go back to the past now...
future what will it be???
we dun even know what happen in the next sec,mins,hours,and even day...
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i guess this few days sick really makes me think a lot....
now we just like cold war with each other...
dint even chat at all...
hoping he could care a little bit more bout me....
like i do...
that's y i think he really change ed...
however,really wish him to be happy...hehe^^

*envy* haha^^

actually today morning i have a terrible mood because of my mum...
today my young sis go to work ed...
and my mum need to do a lot of housework...
and i dint go to skul this few days...
i actually wake up early cause wan to help her up...
yet she keep on pour cold water to me say that i cant help her...
i know i still childish...
i should break the cold wall between us...
i know i should insists help her up...
but who actually know what characteristic is she...
i know if i insists to take her mop she will scold me or the cold war become much more thicker....
so i just sit down in front of computer to be someone she thought i would be...
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my friend ting ling receive flowers from secret admirer....
she dun wan to tell me who is it...
in chat box we just have a talk bout it...
i say she such happiness to receive flowers again...
yet she say just 2nd flowers only...
so to make her understand,i said i dint even receive 1 in my 19years life...haha^^
so she said she bought i for me on my next year birthday...
actually i more hope to receive from beloved...
haha^^
cause this kind of things is beloved job...
that is my concept too...
i believe most of the girls hope to receive the 1st flowers from bf...
hehe...
although for guys that is such a wasting money...
but it is romantic for girls...
and sometime girls will scold their bf of wasting money...
actually in deep of girls heart is happy...
haha^^

is so sweet to see her happiness with him...

today i too free so i go to see selected friends blog...
hehe...
i go to see my friend young fang blogs...
i like it very much...
haha...
and it was so sweet between her and my 2nd bro...
haha^^
loving each other,caring each other,missing each other and so on...
so this means by love???
haha...
life should full of love i know that...

pray for him...

my 2nd bro de elder brother injured...
it looks like very serious...
really hopes he can go through it...
although we seldom talk but he also can counted as my bro also...
for me he is very nice person...
always just know how to put a smile face each time we meet...
i hope tomolo i can follow my bro to visit him but i scare ppl will say i busy body...
cause we cant relate into a relation also...
really very worried...
but just can stay at home pray for him...
must recover...
he must recover...
cause he also is my bro...

ME.....

i admit that i very stubborn...
i admit that i always get emo-ing in every aspect especially LOVE...
but today only i realize that my friends get frustrated when i come to it...
actually we dint say anything...
i dint tell him anything...
but just about to belanja or not this kind of matter...
he ask me whether i willing to give him poison or not...
i just kidding de say why not???u not my bf...
that's all....
actually i wan remind him bout our oct promise...
but what i can say is i wont change bout my emo-ing in love...
i wont change anything...
that's me...
LIM SOO PING...
as i said that if u dun like me u can delete me out of ur world...
if i annoying u just told me...
i will not annoying u again...
that's me...

i will make my life better than you...

without me,ur life are colourful...
with me,ur life full of dissapointed...
without you,although is just black and white...
with you, full of fun...
i like the way i am...
i dun wan to change myself...
cause it will wont be me...
you may like the way i am...
or u can choose to get out of my world...
that's me...
and i will make my life better than urs without you...