你好吗?

你好吗?
Today suddenly have this kind of feeling of saying it....
There is a story that I hope to say in my mind...
Telling how this word is come to my mind repeat and repeat again...
Yet,I feel tired and lazy to say it...
I think is time to sleep...
Hehe...
Let me update again next time...

是幻听吗？？？

last saturday went to give ms khoo registration form for marathon cause my company have number of them would like to join...
so i feel that i have quiet sometime dint go there for drink tea...
so i use my brain memory to sent message where i last time always used to chat with them...
automatically their number are in my brain...
but there is only 3 of them...
i cant use my phone to find the others cause the phone i m using that day was customer phone...
1st said she going *other place*...
2nd said not sure could join...
3rd dint reply me after quite a sometime...
so actually i dun have any mood to do so to others ed...
but finally is still successful to go drink tea because of 3rd help...
thanks...although i know that i have so many reason....hehe...

sunday morning went to eat breakfast with 2guys and 1gal...
den go watch movie with 2guy...*nice movie-dun breaking my hearts*
evening go to tao at sunway giza...*dinner with company members*
at nite join a group that is really such a long time i dint join...
actually i wan to visit that fren house and celebrate with him and to face that feeling...
somehow i feel that there is still a block nor a gap between us...
when he busy taking pic,once i heard that he is calling me...
but i scare that he actually not calling me...
so i dint dare to look at him...*我想因该是幻听*
when we take whole bunch of friend pic,i just feel that is quite a weirdo...
i think this show that we really still need plenty of time...

alright now what???

i cant leave my current company just like that...
i cant leave all my things just like this...
i cant just go without responsibility...
my colleague is going to hospital for check up-always migraine
my boss ask him to resign past few weeks ago (before i leave the company-middle march)
coming a new staff right after my penang trip...
she is much more blur then him...
summore last time had opened up her own phone shop...*unbelievable*
cause she can mix 2different place phone..sony mix with nokia???
omg...
=.=

talking bout my penang trip,i do enjoy over there....
how hope am i to staying in that moment until the end of my long holiday...
and we went to clubbing last night at penang...
1st time going that kind of places...
and actually i also dunno should say is clubbing or pub???
cause i told my family after i back home...
they say is pub...@.@
however,i do really enjoy...
and at penang we going to beach where actually this whole year i should not go near water places....
:(
i only put my leg in the beach,and when i go back home and tell my mum i get scolded...
T_T...
promise i wont go near water again...

my result...

alright my result had taken few weeks ago...
my result are in the middle...
all my friend that take result feel unhappy or sad...
yet i m the 1 who keep on smiling and laughing...
i just dunno why....
my result is terrible almost cant get into uni...(2.17)
as uni minimum requirement is 2.0 where i m in the middle...
heart feel scare and worried that i cant go into uni yet i dint cry out....
optimistic???
i dun think so i m that kind of ppl..

et call me to work with them...
actually now i have quiet a lot of things that is in my hand that i should do...
and et urgently need me...
i will be going to et on april...
as my friend said,this is our long holiday...
we should not find a job that pressuring us so much like where i m in K...
until lunch become dinner condition...
basic salary that not that high...
and bla bla bla...
so i think what she say is correct also...
so the reason why i choose to go et is because of i feel et job i think i know what i should do...
and the job i dun think is pressuring much...
anyway,i still not go in there to work so i dunno what is actually will be going on...
i will do my very best...

stpm result coming out tomorrow...

alright few hours later result is coming out...
and i dunno why i dun have any scare feeling on it...
maybe is because i know there is only 2choices i left...
1st>>>my result is supporting to get into government uni
2nd>>>my results is terrible and i going to society university...(working)
that's all in my mind...
am i abnormal???
or i actually ed know my own result in my heart???
haha^^

2years...how growth am i???

in this 2years that dint have any consultant or guidance that lead me way,how growth am i without you around me???that is a question that i ask myself...

in this 2years,without you all so far i m very fine and used to it...
not to be a girl who always wish for a shoulder nor protective feeling...
this 2years is teaching to be what i should be and what that i told myself to be before i meet you all (what i told myself when i standard 6)...

i remember since when i small i always told myself that without guys i still can live...
without "love" that more than friends i still can live...
that was my concepts on that time...
that's y i feel myself are stronger before meeting you...

maybe that time my friends area are not that wide like i in secondary...
can know ppl who are bigger than me for 4-5years...
so in front of you all i m just a little kid that not yet growth...
how well am i growing without you???
actually this ans i also dunno...

i will just told myself everyday i should growing for a little bit more...
everyday before sleep will think of what things that i does not do well today???
what things that i does not do it until the prefect line that i hope??
what i should do to correct today mistake so that tomolo i wont do the same mistakes again???
how careful should i so that i wont make any mistakes or the same mistakes???
everyday and everyday i thinking of the same question to summarize my today report to myself...

that is how i growing i think???
hehe^^
however,i think i will growth a little and little bit more from mistakes and summarizing...

yes,today is my birthday...

i remember that i will update myself on this day..
alright...here i m...
bout horoscope i really sorry to scorpio woman baby...
cause i had lost 1 paragraph...
will update soon i think...
hehe...

this long holiday makes me very very busy...
as what i hope on it...
i love my life to be busy...
it seems like there is no more reason for me to be lazy...
the company where i m is just near my house call as K...
i at service department for that company about 1month ed...

at first i quite feel ok with my partner because he teach me a lot...
but now i started to hate him because he keep on causing trouble to me...
those phone that is urgently needed by customer he will just follow for once and then he will stop following...
this cause the customer keep on calling and scolding...
i remember few days back he just get a status about the repairing set from supplier he can be so happy and told me "yes,success to follow up for that customer" and actually the supplier told him pending for lcd,board and bla bla bla...
after few days,customer call again to scold cause the phone is not ready for collection...

this job makes me become thinner on my stomach area ed...-according my friend said-
but i getting old...-also is my friend say-
alright,this job i face de problem is unreasonable customer...
today sent in tomorrow want it done...
i really hate this kind of customer...
and i also hate 2 sentences...
what is the problem with that phone?or what is spoiled?
cause this is the only question that i dunno how to ans...
anyway,still have time to learn it...
our company technician is teaching me and helping me a lot...
~alright that is customer problem~

coming to dealer,they actually sometime like to ask about their phone...
problem is that phone is ed been collected by them yet they asking me again...
~piss off~
and some dealer are really unreasonable like customer...
want me to test their phone before sending to them...
dealer o dealer...
u should know that when the service phone is coming back,is back by bunch not 1set only...
are u asking me to test the whole things???
knn u...
~that is dealer~

talking bout branches,
i appreciate to a branch manager that keep giving me work to do...
i really cannot stop not to follow ur case although that phone is ed been a few months ago yet still with supplier...
and i only help that branch now more and more other branches ask me to follow...
even some customer calling to my department and ask for apple(me) for their follow up although i dunno them...

of course when u become a useful ppl,all will find u for follow up...
but i still will did wrong...
when at the same time,supplier give u those phone that after service,sales have no enough and ask me to serve their customer phone that after repair yet i make mistake giving wrong phone to the customer...
causing company trouble...
type wrong imei number...
say wrong about the repairing problem cause the repairing set that not warranty will not give any report bout what they do so we have to think ourselves...
the phone that after repair fall in front of dealer(lucky that dealer is nice person,handsome and i try back the phone in front of him)^^

it seems like i been talking bout my work not myself rite???
haha^^
will update at night...
now is still early...
at night only summarize...
hehe...
happy birthday to myself and thx to all my friends who wish me...