this word is been ask by my ex and he also is my 1st love...
i guess both of us have more than 1year dint contact each other ba...
the last message that i ask him was will he come to my birthday party...
thats all...
after that we dint contact each other liao...
suddenly pass few days he ask me in fb:
how are u?
is really shocked me when i see it...
i was thinking which fellow using his account to chat with me or his account been hacked...
hahaXD...
i dunno what source or reason make him to think of me...
out of sudden...
from the other blog i also got said bout him last time and wat i curious bout he and me...
just pass few days only get the ans for the question that i keep in my heart...
and he also know how i feel last time...
cause for me now, past is past...
so everything is ok to let him see...
but just because of that i realize that another blog i dint update for almost 2years or 3years liao...
and now only i realize that i forget the password ed...
wat i should do???
i hope u really dint mind bout wat i write in the other blog...
dun worry i will live well...
sincerely wish u to be happy...
and waiting for ur big news too...
cause i believe that u will get married before me...
hahaXD
Friday, March 1, 2013
Monday, February 18, 2013
just let me maintain to be like this for 2years...
i m very emotive person...
easily cried for a drama...
maybe i had put myself on that cast & drama story...
recently watch please take care of us, captain...(or please captain)
is a korean 2012 drama...
maybe i m too late???
today i had finish watch it...
and realize i actually cried quite a lot...
no matter is the difficulties on main cast or any cameo...
the most i remember is ep 17, where a steward father cant remember the past....
a person that very important and cant remember the person who miss them section...
someone that u respect a lot, love and caring a lot...
even his father cant remember him, but he will always remember his father...
and even his father forget him, his father is still protect his own son although he just thought his own son as brother (hyung)...
how sad will be his son, when his own father cant even recognize him...
while he is trying to let his father to remember...
this part is the part that i cried the most...
当你最在意，最爱，最重要的人遗忘你-（那个感觉）
just let me be like this, be a crybaby because of movie, drama and etc...
be a kids that never grow up for this 2years even i m 22 years old now...
after 2years, i will find the best way to let myself happy...
although now i also quite happiness because of family...
hehe^^
easily cried for a drama...
maybe i had put myself on that cast & drama story...
recently watch please take care of us, captain...(or please captain)
is a korean 2012 drama...
maybe i m too late???
today i had finish watch it...
and realize i actually cried quite a lot...
no matter is the difficulties on main cast or any cameo...
the most i remember is ep 17, where a steward father cant remember the past....
a person that very important and cant remember the person who miss them section...
someone that u respect a lot, love and caring a lot...
even his father cant remember him, but he will always remember his father...
and even his father forget him, his father is still protect his own son although he just thought his own son as brother (hyung)...
how sad will be his son, when his own father cant even recognize him...
while he is trying to let his father to remember...
this part is the part that i cried the most...
当你最在意，最爱，最重要的人遗忘你-（那个感觉）
just let me be like this, be a crybaby because of movie, drama and etc...
be a kids that never grow up for this 2years even i m 22 years old now...
after 2years, i will find the best way to let myself happy...
although now i also quite happiness because of family...
hehe^^
Sunday, December 16, 2012
公主不可望白马王子的出现了。。。
the princess doest not know when it start...
she does not hope anything about love...
she does not hope anything about fairy tales that there is a prince could bare with her....
she used to be doing things alone...
cause it was much more convenience....
the princess does not know when it start...
that fairy tales always have its happy ending...
like what she said before prince live in castle like a prisoner...
the princess does not know when will the prince come out...
so she learn to be independent all the times...
maybe all the obstacles that she face after loosing a watchman by her side make her to learn...
that everything depend on herselves...
never ever hope there is someone could save her when in troubles...
there is a lot of people would think that this princess are lonely...
but actually this princess dint feel that...
she is now happy with the environment...
she having a very caring family while she was travelling her worlds now...
the princess now are numb about love...
the princess now are numb to depend on others....
the princess now are numb to hope the prince will come out...
the princess are numb to be alone...
the princess are numb to be independent...
the princess are used to the environment now...^v^
::suddenly feel like want to write story, hope it wont be boring::
Sunday, December 9, 2012
the 2nd old folks home i went??
it was a chinese society club activities..
just because my college having little amount of chinese people so we are automatically added to this club...
9 dec we went to old folks at seremban called tong sim old folks home....
i realize it was totally different with the 1st wan i went at klang past few years ago....
cause this old folks seems to be more unclean den the old folks at klang...
a lot of dust, rust things that we need to clean up...
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got 1 grandpa is quite quiet but keep looking at us when u do ur job...
got 1 grandma is keep nagging non stop whenever she start talking (cute when she keep talking and smiling)
got 1 grandma is just like head of all of them, where she also opened up the door for us to go in....( she know more than 4language, indian, mandarin, cantonese, hakka, teochew, malay.... her name call lai peng, i called her "peng jie"
<------1st group="group" p="p">
just wish to clean up all the strings as clean as possible----->
i having quite a lot of conversation with peng jie...
i also try to talk to zhu jie...(she having hearing problem, hard to hear what we said but she is cute keep smiling with me^^)
peng jie having diabetes like my grandpa also...
i also shared drink with her, cause she wan to test the soya drink but i not sure she can drink or not so i told her, u cut it and i drink half for u and she just try a little bit in her cup... (yi ren yi ban, gan qing bu hui shan-in hokkien she said) den the environment laugh ^^
when clean up the chair string i just wan to clean it as clean as possible to let it looks new...
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the day before having this old folks was my sem dinner where we combine with sem 1 students...
erm, i joined to dance but i did mistake beside the stage...so shameful....
1st time dance in crowd....lol...
my mum said my make up look nice, but shoulder very big.... (lol...i know...but i dunno how to make it slim)
1st time i m using fake eye lash from elianto...
just because my college having little amount of chinese people so we are automatically added to this club...
9 dec we went to old folks at seremban called tong sim old folks home....
i realize it was totally different with the 1st wan i went at klang past few years ago....
cause this old folks seems to be more unclean den the old folks at klang...
a lot of dust, rust things that we need to clean up...
---------------------------------------------------------------
got 1 grandpa is quite quiet but keep looking at us when u do ur job...
got 1 grandma is keep nagging non stop whenever she start talking (cute when she keep talking and smiling)
got 1 grandma is just like head of all of them, where she also opened up the door for us to go in....( she know more than 4language, indian, mandarin, cantonese, hakka, teochew, malay.... her name call lai peng, i called her "peng jie"
<------1st group="group" p="p">just wish to clean up all the strings as clean as possible----->
i having quite a lot of conversation with peng jie...
i also try to talk to zhu jie...(she having hearing problem, hard to hear what we said but she is cute keep smiling with me^^)
peng jie having diabetes like my grandpa also...
i also shared drink with her, cause she wan to test the soya drink but i not sure she can drink or not so i told her, u cut it and i drink half for u and she just try a little bit in her cup... (yi ren yi ban, gan qing bu hui shan-in hokkien she said) den the environment laugh ^^
when clean up the chair string i just wan to clean it as clean as possible to let it looks new...
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the day before having this old folks was my sem dinner where we combine with sem 1 students...
erm, i joined to dance but i did mistake beside the stage...so shameful....
1st time dance in crowd....lol...
my mum said my make up look nice, but shoulder very big.... (lol...i know...but i dunno how to make it slim)
1st time i m using fake eye lash from elianto...
quiet nice, can be accepted...hahaXD
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before the dinner, friday i slept 6 in the morning wake up at 7.50am having class till 1230pm den class continue from 3pm to 6 near 7pm... (take a nap at 130pm to 245pm)
after that having meeting for cs, and go for dance practice after know what they wan to discuss in meeting....
after dance, play fb a while den go sleep near 2am ba...
this cause the panda eyes bigger day by day...
Monday, September 17, 2012
the voice are very similar...
yesterday was a oren sport marathon that held by MPK,YKK and others...
is a rainy morning...
i cant skip from not going to that marathon although i had been advice....
cause i had a bet with my colleague and promise that i will go....
there is a lot of people over there...
when it start until the castle i heard a voice of a man that i seems to be so long dint hear it before...
yet i does not confirm with it and afraid to look back....
after that sound,those people who passing me with the same back posture with him, i will think again and again...
"is just my illusion or he really came???, is him???no is not...just my illusion...that fellow that cross by me is more fat than him... couldn't be..."-all the voices that in my heart and mind are keep repeating once i saw a man with the same posture
after that, i keep myself at fb to wait for his pic (maybe) or tag himself in that activities (maybe)-all was just if he got goes to that activities...
lucky does not have any prove that shows he is going...^^
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honestly, is quite for sometime that i dint go to exercise and marathon any more...
if i m not mistaken i went the 1st time was 2010 with 10km...
i had gone for 3 times in 2010, twice in 2011 and only once in 2012...
this time marathon makes me exhausted easily...
got dizzy (maybe not enough sleep cause 2am something only fall to sleep and wake up at 6am), chest pain when running (maybe wrong posture of running)....
now whole body pain....
and i had to suffer it while no body is going to wash my cloth and i have to climb up myself to my bed at new place here...
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after run afternoon when to jogoya (starhill)...
hehe^^
is a rainy morning...
i cant skip from not going to that marathon although i had been advice....
cause i had a bet with my colleague and promise that i will go....
there is a lot of people over there...
when it start until the castle i heard a voice of a man that i seems to be so long dint hear it before...
yet i does not confirm with it and afraid to look back....
after that sound,those people who passing me with the same back posture with him, i will think again and again...
"is just my illusion or he really came???, is him???no is not...just my illusion...that fellow that cross by me is more fat than him... couldn't be..."-all the voices that in my heart and mind are keep repeating once i saw a man with the same posture
after that, i keep myself at fb to wait for his pic (maybe) or tag himself in that activities (maybe)-all was just if he got goes to that activities...
lucky does not have any prove that shows he is going...^^
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honestly, is quite for sometime that i dint go to exercise and marathon any more...
if i m not mistaken i went the 1st time was 2010 with 10km...
i had gone for 3 times in 2010, twice in 2011 and only once in 2012...
this time marathon makes me exhausted easily...
got dizzy (maybe not enough sleep cause 2am something only fall to sleep and wake up at 6am), chest pain when running (maybe wrong posture of running)....
now whole body pain....
and i had to suffer it while no body is going to wash my cloth and i have to climb up myself to my bed at new place here...
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after run afternoon when to jogoya (starhill)...
hehe^^
~this was a picture taken with my colleague, my boss son and his friends~
Sunday, August 12, 2012
熟悉的陌生人
今天遇见了以前很要好的朋友。。。
以前很依靠，依赖的人，因该也是以前很了解我的人吧。。。
我不懂他是真的没有看到还是装没看到。。。
他跟他的同事一起去用餐。。。
当我看到他时候，我真的很想只跟他说：hi
差一点他的同事想要坐在我们的隔壁可是他叫她坐在另一边。。。
when he go to toilet, he was walked pass by behind me...
i realize after saw his back...
den when he came out,he choose to walk another path...
if one day we meet up in a crowded place, i will choose to thought him as outsider...
i will not feel to said hi again...
i dint angry, i dint sad, i dint disappointed...
我只是觉得我们不懂该这么面对彼此而已。。。
我不会闪而勇敢走在你面前。。。
只不过是以陌生人的身份来面对。。。
以前很依靠，依赖的人，因该也是以前很了解我的人吧。。。
我不懂他是真的没有看到还是装没看到。。。
他跟他的同事一起去用餐。。。
当我看到他时候，我真的很想只跟他说：hi
差一点他的同事想要坐在我们的隔壁可是他叫她坐在另一边。。。
when he go to toilet, he was walked pass by behind me...
i realize after saw his back...
den when he came out,he choose to walk another path...
if one day we meet up in a crowded place, i will choose to thought him as outsider...
i will not feel to said hi again...
i dint angry, i dint sad, i dint disappointed...
我只是觉得我们不懂该这么面对彼此而已。。。
我不会闪而勇敢走在你面前。。。
只不过是以陌生人的身份来面对。。。
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