i will make my life better than you...

without me,ur life are colourful...
with me,ur life full of dissapointed...
without you,although is just black and white...
with you, full of fun...
i like the way i am...
i dun wan to change myself...
cause it will wont be me...
you may like the way i am...
or u can choose to get out of my world...
that's me...
and i will make my life better than urs without you...

i too care bout what ppl say on me...

yesterday, my bro wan go to play bkb...
so i just be the driver...
i dint hope to see both of HIM...
lucky,maybe god really hear me...
i heard the 1st him long time dint join ed...
another wan also...
i saw my 1st bro over there...
i dunno whether he kidding or wat...
i just know i feel quite unhappy cause the way he speak just like 1st him..
just like represent the 1st him to speak with me...
maybe i old ed..
haha...
and i know i too sensitive too...
my friends ask me to go for drink tea after playing bkb...
but i said i dun wan...
actually i have no topic to say of...
as my mum say too long dint go out so dunno what had happen in everyone...
if this continuous, does it will like my mum said every time we meet just only hi and bye???

seven zheng

i think u are my readers last time...
YF&ND,i got write in blog that after dj go to england and something happen with us bout ah foo wan...
i think both of u still remember that i scolded u yf...
about ur problem in handling ur love relation..(transparent,the message and calling)
but wat i can say is i m not that faker...
cause i really dunno bout u,heng and ys(fake rumors)...
to seven: i dunno why u wan to do that...
i also dunno what the purpose u do that...
but if u are too free den do as wat vt say...
i guess u know who is vt...
i think u r frens around us only..
dun drag me into the matters again...
i like the way i live now..
dun cause any trouble to us...
pls let us have peace...
or just tell me what u wan from us???
make it easy and clear enough...
if u know me well u should also know what is my attitude is...
and how i protect my frens too...
u just thought i begging u to leave all my frens peace...
is all...
u can told me if u not satisfied on something or i did something wrong or even say something wrong to u...

thinking of him....

Pernah ada rasa cinta

Antara kita kini tinggal kenangan

Ingin kulupakan

Semua tentang dirimu

Namun tak lagikan

seperti dirimu oh bintangku

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku

Disini aku merindukan dirimu

Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu

Namun tak lagi kan

seperti dirimu oh kekasih
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thinking of him when i hear this song...
although is a malay song but very meaningful to me....
although i m the one who go far from him...
and i really got try to search for someone to replace him...
but now only left memories...
i dunno why he so influence to me...
maybe i say this make readers feel disgusting but that is how i feel...
hehe...
who is him????
i will post in another blog not here...

no reason

there is no reason to success ed...
have to work very hard to get a high achievement...
must get a least a place in uni..
really hope to get in uum...
because can get far away from here...
avoiding???
maybe...
although a lot of friends willing to go private uni than going to those uni that full of "wan tan" environment and no city around...
yet i wish to go there..
cause i can save money!!!!
haha!!!
if i get there i guess i can still survive ba???
cause a lot of ppl say is very boring over there...
but i guess i just need laptop and portable dvd...
haha...
i can make my life like now also...
full of movie...
and the movie is keep on repeat and repeat i also wont feel bored bout it...
cause i like in fantasy world...^^
will try my very best to keep the temper away from myself...

another hk movie i followed!!!haha...

is a investigation movie ba...<谈情说案>
normally,their movie is bout forensic but this time is bout physics...
last time i really dun like physics...
cause consist a lot of formula...
i hate calculation...
yet now i in form 6 account class...
suffer...
physics have its own formula in every subtopic,account need to know when to debit when to credit...
every things bout formula...
but does love really have its own formula too???
this is what i like bout this movie...
raymond lam in this movie really very gentleman...
yong yi very strong ba...
not yet see finish the movie so i really dunno the ending...
but is quite a fresh,new movie...
haha...

wasted teacher true love on him!!!

before spm my teacher put a lot of effort on him...
she tried her very best to help him out no matter how week is him...
when the result come out,he take quite a good marks only add maths are B...
my teacher ask him try to take JPA scholarship...
however,this ppl change a lot...
my teacher spend all the time she has to help up her yet this guy say harsh words to let her sad...
this teacher suddenly feels that are she really lousy and makes ppl hates her???
this kind of student had makes her feels her pride and confident collapse...
until she seek for consultant...
poor a teacher put all her love to a non appreciate student...
the love she put is much more than the love she put to my badge student!!!(according to what she said)
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i think being a teacher are really not easy...
what kind of student they should put effort what kind of student they should not!!!
their EQ have to be very very high...
i m not jealous that teacher love that guy more than us!!!(to make readers understand)
just i cant stand this student that he not respect teacher...