no mood for today...

today my schedule should be study macro...
cause next monday i having my macro exam...
but dunno why,when i come back here and saw back what i have post last time i realize a lot of things...
i wont delete anythings cause it really encourage/motivate me a lot...
i very thankful to him to be by my side last time....(no matter is sad or happy)
at here i would like to say thx to him a lot and sorry...
sorry for i being so mischievous last time...
or anythings that i did make him disappointed....
although what i write now maybe he dint saw it but i dunno why suddenly i feel like want to write bout him....
although i feel sorry and thx to him but i still the same...
i like the condition where he and i are a stranger now...
reason???(i actually know why...)
but i dunno he know or not...
he know or not that is not important to me ed...
cause both of us are STRANGER...

2days to go....

i m really stress of........................
this few days i try my best to read up ed....
morning 10something study until 6somethings....
of course there is a break in between la...
in a silent & empty house...
without tv,comp any entertainment things...
but my phone is with me la....(expired ed)
so it makes me cant go to fb through phone also...
i really have no time ed...
yet today still wan go for tt for last day...
really hope i can go through it to realize my mum dream....
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this few days i realize i really old liao...
whole body pain...
especially shoulder and kidney part...(maybe i sit down for too long)
when come to raining time,my leg also pain...
~~i need massage~~

1week to go.......

alright,my stpm left 1week to go it also means 1week for me to know whether is it the end of my education road...
i should read up my pp1 and micro 1st...
i hope i can absorb all of the things that i should remember....
really hope i can success this time...
just to get into uum and go far from here...
although i know when i get there i will wish the different things...
but at least i can save money there(maybe)..
hehe^^...
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all the best to my stpm friends...
and wish all of u can get what u dream of...
of course to non stpm,hopefully every things go smooth in ur life too no matter is in education or career...