life wont goes as smooth as we planned...
assignment, midterm....this past 2 year life..
i cant demand much on assignment, i cant hope high quality of assignment...
some people would feel i over demand of the quality of assignment
some people would feel i giving stress to my own only...
no matter how people think of me, there is a common...
i m strong, tough people...
honestly, did i?
even my lecturer ask me to loosen myself...
does not need to be so stubborn and tight myself too hard...
i can get tired sometime,
i can playing really mad sometime...
what i told my lecturer was i dont wish to loosen myself...
when we demand on ourselves of doing something means we are pushing ourselves to the goal...
i cant sure that i m in the right track to treat myself like this...
will i loose myself again?
or i m ed losing the past of me?
what i can say is, i m just doing what i can do and responsibility that i should do....
when i tired, people hardly found out the truth tired inside my heart...
they just will make assumptions from my physical...
being tough is just to protect myself and being independent...
so i wont stop by for a long time...
maybe i will just stop by for few days den i will push myself again...
tired cant make us solve the problem we need to face, cant solve the dateline of assignment...
so what i can do is just try my best to completed all before all the things trying to bumped up with me....
tired?
so what...
life is still goes on, time is till moving, earth is still circling...
