i had learn to care people feeling when we would like to say something...
i had learn the word of "words are slippery,it hurts people without knowledge"
"words a just like a knife,when you take a knife and cut someone heart,take it out and ask that people: does it hurts???",take it out and said: "no pain ed rite???"...in fact there is still scars over there...
people who dint think of the others feeling are childish,am i rite???
cause i did it the past 3years ago...
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what makes me to say about this???
the condition with me now is like this,
last saturday after a talk from a institution about 4.45pm, my friend and i plan to go jusco near our college.
i was rushing out of time cause i having karate on that day at 6pm...
when we step out of the college i think of my lecturer that may pass the same road when he going back...
i called him and ask where is he???
he said he is in front jusco and ask me why??
i said nothing,missed it..
we would like to take a free-by to go jusco..
den he told me:actually i forgot to punch card...
i will be turning back later...
if you all need a free-by den wait me at office...
i said is ok...
we walked first,if you saw us den only you stop and fetch us go...
he said ok...and after that we really saw him...he also fetch us go...
on the way we saw a group of IBI course mates-monica and the gangs....
i actually dunno until the teacher pointed to us...
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after that,this tuesday in lecturer class they keep saying about jusco and someone cried...
said teacher are unfair...
said they will cried also...
actually, people who cried was my dorm mates after taking her quiz and get very low point...(actually she sad not only for her point is because of that teacher teach her with all his heart also...)
cause she feel she making the lecturer sad....so she cried...
and the gangs keep dig things out until the lecturer said "outside stuff, settle outside" with a very serious face...(actually this lecturer always keeps his smile to everyone)
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same day at tuesday nite, we having class with him again...
they still non-stop teasing...
and my face turning dark whole lecture...
teacher realize it and he also care about me...
what i told him by sms is "i m very moody today,i will not smile at you only for today,may i???"
actually,it makes me very angry now...
i really dint hope that lecturer feels like "dunno what to say or do to all of us"
his car is not a van that can fetch all of us to go jusco...
he also feel sorry that he could not fetch them...
but that gangs after class is still the same...
keep teasing and said to lecturer you dun want to fetch them back???
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actually i success to catch a rat last nite...
after yesterday exam when my gangs and i going to eat tomyam, that gangs start...
out of sudden they very close to us,put their hands on my big size friend and said,
ur dorm catch a big rat rite???
wow,it looks so like you....
now what???
making funny by teasing something that would hurt someone???
actually,my big size friend is the one who cried in the class when getting the quiz result...she easily cried....
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so, what i should do to that gangs???
dont care about them because they are childish???
will them step on top of us like they step on top of that good lecturer???
with my character,will i let them step on me???
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