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my form 6 gang plan to go for a vacation...
den i told them that i cant go near water for this year until next year...
once next year i can go as much as i can...
is not because i dun wish to join
but is i really cant...
one of my friend said "u byk pantang lo"
den i told her "i m like that and that is for my own good..."
den another friend and her trying to keep attacking me,..
saying something like den u cannot go take bath lo,den u cannot drink water lo den u cannot near "longkang lo" and bla bla bla...
i was starting to hold on...
i saying that is not funny...
den one of them saying very funny lo...
wakaka...hahaha...
maybe for them is funny but not for me...
i dunno for readers...
does it really funny???
yes we can control what we want and dun want...
but can you control your fate???
maybe some of u yes...
what happen if ur fate is saying that tomolo u are dying???
can you control that tomolo u will not dying???
maybe you all will think i think too much...
or maybe i m very superstition...
but this is what i feel...
god dint allow us to do this there is a reason behind...
just like a mum asking u not to do that, it means there is reason behind...
what i can say is i m angry and disappointed on you all...
maybe for u attacking what ppl believe is funny...
and is not about level of our relation...
there is a limit also no matter how close...