是幻听吗？？？

last saturday went to give ms khoo registration form for marathon cause my company have number of them would like to join...
so i feel that i have quiet sometime dint go there for drink tea...
so i use my brain memory to sent message where i last time always used to chat with them...
automatically their number are in my brain...
but there is only 3 of them...
i cant use my phone to find the others cause the phone i m using that day was customer phone...
1st said she going *other place*...
2nd said not sure could join...
3rd dint reply me after quite a sometime...
so actually i dun have any mood to do so to others ed...
but finally is still successful to go drink tea because of 3rd help...
thanks...although i know that i have so many reason....hehe...

sunday morning went to eat breakfast with 2guys and 1gal...
den go watch movie with 2guy...*nice movie-dun breaking my hearts*
evening go to tao at sunway giza...*dinner with company members*
at nite join a group that is really such a long time i dint join...
actually i wan to visit that fren house and celebrate with him and to face that feeling...
somehow i feel that there is still a block nor a gap between us...
when he busy taking pic,once i heard that he is calling me...
but i scare that he actually not calling me...
so i dint dare to look at him...*我想因该是幻听*
when we take whole bunch of friend pic,i just feel that is quite a weirdo...
i think this show that we really still need plenty of time...

alright now what???

i cant leave my current company just like that...
i cant leave all my things just like this...
i cant just go without responsibility...
my colleague is going to hospital for check up-always migraine
my boss ask him to resign past few weeks ago (before i leave the company-middle march)
coming a new staff right after my penang trip...
she is much more blur then him...
summore last time had opened up her own phone shop...*unbelievable*
cause she can mix 2different place phone..sony mix with nokia???
omg...
=.=

talking bout my penang trip,i do enjoy over there....
how hope am i to staying in that moment until the end of my long holiday...
and we went to clubbing last night at penang...
1st time going that kind of places...
and actually i also dunno should say is clubbing or pub???
cause i told my family after i back home...
they say is pub...@.@
however,i do really enjoy...
and at penang we going to beach where actually this whole year i should not go near water places....
:(
i only put my leg in the beach,and when i go back home and tell my mum i get scolded...
T_T...
promise i wont go near water again...