death~~~

my uncle (brother on my mother side) had pass away recently...
to be honest last time i m quite envy and felt happiness because of his relationships...
my aunt (his wife) unable to walk properly because they are aging...
remember when their smallest son get married that time, where they are required to go on stage...
my uncle hold my aunt hand tight and strong to become her walking stick to walk on stage...
always take care of his wife...
for me it is a sweet things when growth old...
now, my aunt have to lives her life without him anymore...
it must be very hurt her, while staying together for such a long time, ed used to the existent of each other, how she going to gone through this??
going back soon to the memorial...
life cycle....
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recently watch that Jang Ok Jung...
is quite a nice story based on true story...
no matter how hard girls around try to seduce the majesty, the majesty heart is only belong to his only 1 beloved...
and his beloved heart only belong to him and do accept every blame in order to let him have a convenient in political...
and the majesty trying his very best to protect her, and never let go her...
everyone know the majesty will be in very pain if she die...
but that beloved choose to die although majesty had set up to sent her away...
she coming back to choose death in order to protect the majesty and her son after she confirmed with majesty that he will raise him up to be the great majesty like he do now
the ost song really match it...

What i Beliefs....

i Believes god know what is the best for us...
i Believes god know what happened on us in future...
i know god understand me more than i understand myself...
i know decision making is on us...
we hold the fate changes at the same time i believes everything are destined....
i may superstitious...i know it..
in every aspect, i m trying my best to do all the best i can do...
in every aspect, people may require me only do a 50% afford, but i will do up to 80%...
in every aspect, if i m willing, then i will put my effort on it...
yet only 1 aspect which i dun wish to put was love relationship between a girl and boy...
love isn't everything for me right now...
freedom, achievement, dreams are important for me..
people said that every guy will becomes a kid in front of their lover...
it is common...
but for me, i will observe in what aspect...
cause if every aspect it become my burden...
as my cousin also predict that this relation wont stay long because he feel i m not that in love and does not respecting him nor our relation...
now i understand why...hahaXD...
family love is the only love which cant be broken...
this is what i know...
end of story bout love...
continues assignment... (i must be crazy to do research methodology mini thesis assignment by myself in order to know well in every aspect of the content...lol)
hoping everything go smooth this semester although having 2 new lecturer that i never face or never deal before....