life wont goes as smooth as we planned...
assignment, midterm....this past 2 year life..
i cant demand much on assignment, i cant hope high quality of assignment...
some people would feel i over demand of the quality of assignment
some people would feel i giving stress to my own only...
no matter how people think of me, there is a common...
i m strong, tough people...
honestly, did i?
even my lecturer ask me to loosen myself...
does not need to be so stubborn and tight myself too hard...
i can get tired sometime,
i can playing really mad sometime...
what i told my lecturer was i dont wish to loosen myself...
when we demand on ourselves of doing something means we are pushing ourselves to the goal...
i cant sure that i m in the right track to treat myself like this...
will i loose myself again?
or i m ed losing the past of me?
what i can say is, i m just doing what i can do and responsibility that i should do....
when i tired, people hardly found out the truth tired inside my heart...
they just will make assumptions from my physical...
being tough is just to protect myself and being independent...
so i wont stop by for a long time...
maybe i will just stop by for few days den i will push myself again...
tired cant make us solve the problem we need to face, cant solve the dateline of assignment...
so what i can do is just try my best to completed all before all the things trying to bumped up with me....
tired?
so what...
life is still goes on, time is till moving, earth is still circling...
2 comments:
hi there, there is no right or wrong on some judgement when you trying to achieve something either pushing you hard enough or just loosing yourself to achieve but with lowest result quality.
this is a culture different, your attitude may impress others in other country like taiwan, china and japan which is really stress and tension life while they are compete each other to gain economic and development advantages.
sometime you doen'st right when you are in group of opposite idea or thinking eventhough ur idea is perfect enough.
what i can advise sometime is not just ur problem but the circumstances condition didnt perfectly make ur idea/attitude shinning.
do what u think is right but maybe tolerance is what u need in communication. take it or leave it.
now only saw ur comment...lol...
thx for advice..
maybe ba...
the culture are not that suitable for me...
ppl are doing things slow, copy and paste method, understanding of question need are not perfectly enough...
although i know i m not perfect enough in all aspect, but still i proceed to push myself hard...
thx for ur comment...
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