unsafe feeling~

have a nice holiday with junior and senior...

where it also develop a strong friendship between us...

strong connection between us...

is a sweet and good memory...

but i feel myself will going to the dangerous zone...

my junior treat me very nice...

nice until sometimes i feel we are not just a friend...

maybe outsider will feel we are couple ba...

lean on shoulder, massage each other, persuade each other if 1 of us get angry...

very care each other not only health but feeling...

dislike his temper...cause his temper not good at all (same like me)...

but he change a lot because of me or not i not sure...

a lot a lot of things that we understand each other...

main point: am i fall to 1 sided love again?

i m tired....heart feel sour...heart wan to avoid the impossible things...

tears fall down whenever think it will break the friendship...

aquarius ppl always makes ppl who she or he love tired...

this is also 1 reason i dun wan start a new relationship...

i need concentration to move on my life...

need to settle up this messy feeling by this sem break...