tired........

yesterday skul graduation wake up at 6a.m tuition till 6.30p.m...
backto home at 7p.m...
go out buy present to yf at 7.45p.m...
den straight go to drink tea...
makes me today super tired....
yesterday celebrate yf birthday....
looks like not everyone are happy wit it....
disappointed...
but at least yf are happy...
all the effort i put is worth also la...
1st round at AI kopitiam,yf introduce wan...
actually,is her sister...
after they go,said that dint have the mood(qi fen)
so,change place to d.bamboo...
before d.bamboo,sy and kar phang not happy...
cold war between both of them...
den because of wrong instruction for the 1st round makes a lot of ppl not happy...
some of them say just celebrate wit her at d.bamboo, no need give any surprise to her...
almost very sad to hear bout that...
but i make decision to go to jh shop to give her surprise...
at jh shop,everyone are playing...
so,i thought ntg but unfotunately the transport to send ppl back having problem....
maybe they dint close to the driver that i arrange so they dun wan to follow my opinion...
whatever,sorry if i done any mistakes and makes you all not happy yesterday...
den yf,vt,wf, and sz came to my house to play...
they play till 2a.m...
is very early than before...
cause they got came to my house till very late also....
but i need to prepare for my trip till 3a.m only i sleep..
6.30a.m wake up cause 8a.m got add math class...
today whole day dint sleep also....
tuition till 4p.m...
super tired.......
haizz.......

are there?

are there just correct and wrong?
are there just black and white in this world?
wat have besides than the black and white?

be myself

just need to be myself....
ya....
no need to care wat ppl look at me...
no need to care wat they said...
be happy...
some poem i wan to create:
the eyes they look on me,
i know wat they wan to say,
looking down on me,
i very sure bout that.
i'm not that clever as them,
i'm not that smart as them,
i'm not as good as them,
i'm not that prefect as them,
why i should compare myself with them?
wat i need to do is just be myself....
live in a world full of liars,
full of acting,
maybe i also influence by them...
acting?
i dint think b4...
but being thought i'm acting...
maybe i really do it...
what kind of world i hope for?
live in my own world!!!
no one will disturb me for a moment...
and when the time pass,
i will disappear in their sight...
i should not appear in front of those they dislike on me,
just appear in front of those who like me,
who like me anyway?
who?

wat kind of me?

wei....
comment pls...
we are fren for 10years....
wat kind of me?
did i act?
i just remember last year i act not to be myself...
u know what happen rite?
i just know i'm emotional,stubborn bad temper....
still got wat?
did i strong?
did i really face problem?
or i just avoid problem?
brothers:
wat kind of me?
act?
u say b4...
childish?
like to depend on u all?
being a 'fu dan' to u all?
wat kind of me in front of u all?
readers that know me well...
wat kind of me?

haizz.........

today,actually can become my happy day...
my fren birthday ma...
but something that hurt me,make me sad,angry and lots more...
now wan to write this blog also scare...
big girl?
17 ed...should big liao...
should not act like childish ed...
act?
maybe i can be actress ed...
dua jiak a dua jiak...
to all my brothers:
sorry....
always make u all disappointed...
i should not do that...
act pity?
really very sorry...
control emotion...
i know wat to do...
wonder wat i can do?
i will always hide my emotions...
act?
i wont...
and dear old frens u all know me...
haizz...
problem is not a problems....
nothing is impossible....
just need to solve....
be strong...
dun depend to ppl ed...
with my own conditions i dint have that chance to depend on ppl ed...