if i never met him up....

if i never met him up i think i wont be like this...
if i never fall to him,i will not miss him now...
if i never lost him,i will not know that i really fall to him ed...
everythings really too late ed....
cause we will not go back to the past now...
future what will it be???
we dun even know what happen in the next sec,mins,hours,and even day...
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i guess this few days sick really makes me think a lot....
now we just like cold war with each other...
dint even chat at all...
hoping he could care a little bit more bout me....
like i do...
that's y i think he really change ed...
however,really wish him to be happy...hehe^^