last day

my granpa and grandma 3years today...
they said we need to using steel to knock until make a lot of noise...
but i was so stupid knock until my hand is hurt...
after today i does'nt have any granpa and grandma ed...
both side of my father and mother also pass away ed!!!
so miss to have them again...
but this few day hope to go back to study...
yet dunno wan to study wat...
business admin?
international business?
public relation?
hotel management?-i dun think it suit me...
can give any comment...?