i not sure wat i wan to be in the future!!!!

what i m sure is i plan to take business admin...
but i still hope to try on air crew..
air crew can let me earn more in 1month...
my father on 4 July said out his problems to my uncle(his bro)...
he say out how his boss treat him and how he keep on in his company...
cause he worry he dint have this job and 2nd he worry bout me...
he said if i go to university need money again...
den all his sister and bro ask him not to worry cause i now form 6 and if i got a good result government will support...
actually when i heard that he worry bout me, i m thinking bout should i sad or happy?
happy because he worry bout me?
and sad because i make him keep on in his stupid and cruel company?
i also very sad that if i can out to work now den he can think off retirement....
but he cant cause i cant out to work...
he ed 55++...
i know my mother not encourage me to work while study cause they scare i not concentrating on studies...
for quite a long time i think off if i come out to work den they will have a easily life ed....
all just wait for me....
why dun just let me go to air crew den only continue study le?
but i know i should not...
i will try my best to study in form 6,continue with admin den takes air crew...
if i success to be air crew,bout 4-5 years time i will back to continue experience in business...
but i dint plan to open a business...
and if my height is enough to go to jakarta air lines den i will go..
cause my cousin told me that she can keep a lot of money over there cause dint have entertainment at there...
dunno la....
this is just a dream...
but we can makes dream come true rite?
if i cant be air crew den i will concentrate in business field ed...
just wait for 5years+++....
i wan to be a useful family member...

schooling days

damn damn boring at skul...
everyday going to skul wit boring period...
the teacher just know how to give homework....
homework,homework and homework...
is today do,tomolo pass up....
wat the hell i going into?
but is a good challenging...
not bad...
practice makes prefect...
but i always late or the next day only i pass up the homework...
cause i forgotten the homework...
hehe...
this few day very easy to forget something...
haha...
old liao...
have to admit...

old folks home

today i go wit my bro and fren to old folks....
wat i hope is if the time given to me is longer den today i will be very happy to help...
actually maybe because today got club that come to that old folks make us cant do a lot of things....
but wat i can sure for today that not enough time is because of me...
i having tuition on 12.30p.m so is a difficulty to stay longer....
the aunty that manage the old folks keep on repeating my 3rd bro name...
guess she miss him also gua...
haha...
nothing special that happen...
just keep cleaning the windows...
not a difficult things for me....
but if change me to stay at there i will feel boring....
for me i dint feel any entertainment but maybe for the old folks a little entertain could makes them happy...
i can see they smile when the club is making them happy....
but i dunno wat club is it....
the only club that is under NGO and i know is rotary club...
actually,this year only i know that rotary is under NGO(non government organization) to help the publics that need help...
no wonder they always wan us(interact club to pay concern on all the activity that related bout community,international and funding...
actually,funding is important for us to make a project like sending the rice to Myanmar that had been done and adopt child ....
but now ed had pass for me...
as in my year i had done a lot of funding to makes sure they can do their international understanding programme...
they had successfully done and the best i.u day i had ever seen...
well done my interactors...
you dint makes me feel wasted to make so much of fund this few year for you all...
but of course i hope the next board of directors,can do more on charity...
dun be useless club in the skul...
learn how to communicates...(i heard a lot of things happen because you'll dunno how to communicate)
rotarian are helpful to us...
stay active...
actually quite miss it...
i can join rotaract if i wan but the time they meeting is clash wit my tuition....
hehe...
join them when i out of study world....

i m studying!!!!

haizz....
my fren that sit beside me told me on friday that she heard someone said i dint study ed....
my fren told them that i just sit beside her and she hope i dint sit beside her also....
and she told me that someone spread the news that she same class wit a boy called lam chee tong(hateful guy...)
this guy not only my fren and i,can said almost all secondary skul fren hate him...
actually wat i sad is my fren actually really not hoping to sit beside me...
makes me wonder why she wan follow me change to others skul....
stay at star(sekolah tengku ampuan rahimah,klang) more better...
i m thnking she just kidding wit me or wat....
i very curious to know is who is that stupid ppl who spread this news...
i keep on asking her,she told me how she know?
den i ask yf,she said is my fren herself that spread...
den wat i wonder is why she spread....
she dun wan me to sit beside her?
but whatever it is,i dun wan care this matter...
i will still thought she is my fren but not so close wan....
no matter she thought me is or not....
maybe will classified her as my classmates ba....