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Monday, July 6, 2009

i not sure wat i wan to be in the future!!!!

what i m sure is i plan to take business admin...
but i still hope to try on air crew..
air crew can let me earn more in 1month...
my father on 4 July said out his problems to my uncle(his bro)...
he say out how his boss treat him and how he keep on in his company...
cause he worry he dint have this job and 2nd he worry bout me...
he said if i go to university need money again...
den all his sister and bro ask him not to worry cause i now form 6 and if i got a good result government will support...
actually when i heard that he worry bout me, i m thinking bout should i sad or happy?
happy because he worry bout me?
and sad because i make him keep on in his stupid and cruel company?
i also very sad that if i can out to work now den he can think off retirement....
but he cant cause i cant out to work...
he ed 55++...
i know my mother not encourage me to work while study cause they scare i not concentrating on studies...
for quite a long time i think off if i come out to work den they will have a easily life ed....
all just wait for me....
why dun just let me go to air crew den only continue study le?
but i know i should not...
i will try my best to study in form 6,continue with admin den takes air crew...
if i success to be air crew,bout 4-5 years time i will back to continue experience in business...
but i dint plan to open a business...
and if my height is enough to go to jakarta air lines den i will go..
cause my cousin told me that she can keep a lot of money over there cause dint have entertainment at there...
dunno la....
this is just a dream...
but we can makes dream come true rite?
if i cant be air crew den i will concentrate in business field ed...
just wait for 5years+++....
i wan to be a useful family member...

4 comments:

SK said...

can you predict what will happen 2mr?

can you predict what will happen in next hour?

can you predict what will happen in single minutes?

can you?

cannot..

but you still need to breath, you still need to eat, you still need to live at every moment..

so, just prepare yourself for any chance that come to you,

everything come with its reasons and purposes, no single dust no big mountain, dun need to feel sad or useless on yourself because you make your family members burden, what you can do to change this situation? no, nothing you can do now to change it..

what you can do, just do what you can do, improve yourself, pay much effort on study with proper future planning but not be of 2 minds..

SK said...

and..

to become a useful family member is not just earning lot of moneys...

is something that you need to do more than that..

plan the future for your family members, your sister's future..

plan for the healthy of your parents..

sharing the stress of your parents..

everything..caring..in balance way..

but you have to become independent enough and analytical minding..

so far, you still long way to go..

jia you lah...

- said...

try ur best
gambateh^^

Soo Ping's Blog said...

thx for all the advice....
thx for the support word...
dj: i really hope i can growth faster....