fail to control again!!!

too miss the memory....
so trying to see whether his word still controlling me or not...
i remember i had see this show for 3-4times...-----1litres of tears
yet i still cry again...
remember what he said before...
"i dun like girl/ppl crying"
"u are very pretending"
i think he got say it before...
or i think it in my dream???
if is dream, den it was too real for me...
i dint dare to told my mum about what had happened to me and the group that i always be...
but i got told her sum of the part...
cause she quite wonder why i have such a long time dint talk bout them or go out with them...
she say i stupid...
maybe...
i really stupid...
but i still believe 我这种人很厉害哦(其实这种人很厉害）！！！haha
this movie said we shouldn't live in the pass...
we should try our very best to finish up the day...
is ok to fall down,just need to stand up again..
"if u dunno the way to stand,den no matter how many times u try to stand u will still fall again----i remember 1of them said before..."
just like if we facing a problem,if we dunno the way to solve and the problem come again to u,u will still having the same problem/trouble...
besides,that story also told us to appreciate time,life, and everything around us...
very tired...
cry for whole day because of that movie!!!
but doesn't really know it work on me or not...