society

wat are really happen in society?
learning how to grow?
learning how to make the relation between human and human become better?
learning how to control our mood and feeling?
today another head manager that i dislike in our counter...
he say why i so lonely?
wat i can say?
i like lonely?
i like to do my own things?
now only i realize another collegue that does not key wit me pretend to be fren to me...
but when i ask him bout submission although he know but he pretend that he does not know bout submit...
and always say 'gila kuasa' this word..
maybe he say bout me..
i dunno...
i-gate wan me to go back...
and they will give me a lot of challenge...
1day rm75..
but i learn a lot how to submit form at here ed...
i dun wan my collegue here feel wat they teach me is useless....
so,i reject them...
although, 1 day is 75 just work for 3 days..
that is fri,sat,and sun...
in 1month time basic ed have 900...
is much more than here...
i know they just wan me to work happier than here....
but i still hope to work at here for this moment...

bullshit?

maybe my words are bullshit...
sorry...
but i will try my best not to make my words become bullshit again...
i cant promise anything but i will try my best...
cause i promise too many things ed...
promise til i sienz ed...
the ppl that hear my promise should be double sienz....
now my words wont be promise but try my very best...
haha....
this few day having defaecation until bleeding..
for several day ed...
ed 5times....
solution is see doctor,drink more water,eat more fibre things...
haha..but just one thing cant do...
that is see doctor...

a lot of thing happen in society

haizz...
i thought going out of society is quite a happy things...
too many things happen in society....
learn quite a lot....
although i know that wat i learn now just a minor part of society...
relation wit colleague not as well as i wan..
but i felt that as long as i do mine own things and he do their own things should be no problem....
i will still try to make this relation better..
no matter how hard this work is it....
i will try all my best to finish this work til i go to skul...
i wont give up ed...
if cant hit the target,i will tell myself that i had try my best...
at least i have try....
so,readers must support me o...
haha...
i wont die so fast...
i will keep all my best to get customer...
haha....

sienzz

so tired...
working for 12hours...
shit la...
3rd day ed...
still cant get any line....
for pd trip story i will updated next time...
anyone that wan to change to postpaid can come to find me at bukit tinggi tesco...
tell them i m apple...
really hope to get business today...
readers pls come to find me...
i wont force you to change to postpaid...
just give you more information..
you wan to change to postpaid or not is ok for me...
pls introduce to your frens...
i will very thankful to you....

wat is the difference between boys and girls?

u know wat...
today i play msn got someone come to add me...
he asking me whether i m a boy or girl....
i really dint understand....
knowing each others is to F U C K izzit?
i dun this kind of guy is a good guy....
if u really wan to know me pls be sincere...
dun say such of bad words....

my frens

dear my best fren:
wei :a very cute girl,very strong but when she having problems wont tell us...hehe...
sue yee :a very smart girl,clever,always want the best or chase for prefect things...am i rite?
yer :always been bully also nvm wan...haha...very cute when bully her...
may :help ppl when someone in trouble...hehe...
lynn: sometime really a bit crazy...but we know that she is very sexy girl...haha...
so sorry for kyalin,
ask me to update but until now only do it...
kyalin:funny girl,crazy and very active....
this is wat i feel cause no so close ma....
hehe...
wf :honest ppl,sacrifice for love,he will make every things for love....haha
yf :dunno how to comment bout her....maybe she dun wan to hurt those guys,but if continuous with ai mei relation also will hurt them...maybe should say she dunno how to control her relation...
vt :haizz,this one...sacrifice for frens....die for fren...dunno how to say him?stubborn

for others fren sorry i cant comment at here ed...
maybe some of you wont care my comment also...
but dear all my fren take care....

tired........

yesterday skul graduation wake up at 6a.m tuition till 6.30p.m...
backto home at 7p.m...
go out buy present to yf at 7.45p.m...
den straight go to drink tea...
makes me today super tired....
yesterday celebrate yf birthday....
looks like not everyone are happy wit it....
disappointed...
but at least yf are happy...
all the effort i put is worth also la...
1st round at AI kopitiam,yf introduce wan...
actually,is her sister...
after they go,said that dint have the mood(qi fen)
so,change place to d.bamboo...
before d.bamboo,sy and kar phang not happy...
cold war between both of them...
den because of wrong instruction for the 1st round makes a lot of ppl not happy...
some of them say just celebrate wit her at d.bamboo, no need give any surprise to her...
almost very sad to hear bout that...
but i make decision to go to jh shop to give her surprise...
at jh shop,everyone are playing...
so,i thought ntg but unfotunately the transport to send ppl back having problem....
maybe they dint close to the driver that i arrange so they dun wan to follow my opinion...
whatever,sorry if i done any mistakes and makes you all not happy yesterday...
den yf,vt,wf, and sz came to my house to play...
they play till 2a.m...
is very early than before...
cause they got came to my house till very late also....
but i need to prepare for my trip till 3a.m only i sleep..
6.30a.m wake up cause 8a.m got add math class...
today whole day dint sleep also....
tuition till 4p.m...
super tired.......
haizz.......

are there?

are there just correct and wrong?
are there just black and white in this world?
wat have besides than the black and white?

be myself

just need to be myself....
ya....
no need to care wat ppl look at me...
no need to care wat they said...
be happy...
some poem i wan to create:
the eyes they look on me,
i know wat they wan to say,
looking down on me,
i very sure bout that.
i'm not that clever as them,
i'm not that smart as them,
i'm not as good as them,
i'm not that prefect as them,
why i should compare myself with them?
wat i need to do is just be myself....
live in a world full of liars,
full of acting,
maybe i also influence by them...
acting?
i dint think b4...
but being thought i'm acting...
maybe i really do it...
what kind of world i hope for?
live in my own world!!!
no one will disturb me for a moment...
and when the time pass,
i will disappear in their sight...
i should not appear in front of those they dislike on me,
just appear in front of those who like me,
who like me anyway?
who?

wat kind of me?

wei....
comment pls...
we are fren for 10years....
wat kind of me?
did i act?
i just remember last year i act not to be myself...
u know what happen rite?
i just know i'm emotional,stubborn bad temper....
still got wat?
did i strong?
did i really face problem?
or i just avoid problem?
brothers:
wat kind of me?
act?
u say b4...
childish?
like to depend on u all?
being a 'fu dan' to u all?
wat kind of me in front of u all?
readers that know me well...
wat kind of me?

haizz.........

today,actually can become my happy day...
my fren birthday ma...
but something that hurt me,make me sad,angry and lots more...
now wan to write this blog also scare...
big girl?
17 ed...should big liao...
should not act like childish ed...
act?
maybe i can be actress ed...
dua jiak a dua jiak...
to all my brothers:
sorry....
always make u all disappointed...
i should not do that...
act pity?
really very sorry...
control emotion...
i know wat to do...
wonder wat i can do?
i will always hide my emotions...
act?
i wont...
and dear old frens u all know me...
haizz...
problem is not a problems....
nothing is impossible....
just need to solve....
be strong...
dun depend to ppl ed...
with my own conditions i dint have that chance to depend on ppl ed...

bitchy girl

a story from pn. sunita said that 2 years ago near her tuition center....
a girl from convent school have a boyfriend...
this girl go to tuition center and she cant get a boy attention,she told her steady boyfriend that the guy disturb her...
without asking the boy,her boyfriend and his friend bit that boy...
this boy run away to escape them....
unfortunately,this boy when he run to the road,he got accident and pass away immediately....
his mother is a single mother and have a young brother...
from that accident his mum dint dare to give his young brother to go any tuition...
any convent readers don't get angry to me....
i just get the news from pn. sunita...
and is a real story....
i dint mean to say all the convent girl is bitch....
like my best friend wei,yer,ying,may and so on....
they are not bitch, they are great ppl....

disappointed....

why i have parent that bad temper?
that's why only have me...
haizz...
why my dad so stubborn and my mum so bad temper?
why my family can't talk to my dad more than 10 words?
whenever we want to say he will scold us...
we cant even advice him...
he is addiction to smoke...
i hate it a lot...
and both of them always keep on argue....
mostly 1 time a month or 2 months later....
disappointed...

笨女孩

难道我们女孩有那么笨吗？
为什么要靠男孩子呢？
难道不能靠自己吗？
为什么给男朋友打后不告诉家人呢？
是因为家人不懂他们在交往吗？
那为什么还要去淡恋爱呢？
爱情是瞎的可是认识人家是就要看好来！
找男朋友跟要看清楚。。。
不要然自己后悔，那就来不及了！
to the girls reader,
i dint mean we should not involve in love but we should have a complete love that can give you happiness not the love that hurt you...
the girls that below 18 years old,
please wake up...
dun be fool by guys...
the love with you now just a puppy love....
not true love...
so protect yourself dun give to guys...
hope you all know what i mean...
don't regret...
the story above not my experience just a story from a friend...
this story is real not fake...
a lot of witness saw the guy bit a girl...
this girl is the 2nd people ed...
wake up...
please...

motivate

how to find motivate words?
just feel very tired...

1) success is going from failure and failure without loss of enthusiasm

2) just try again will be incredible,face every failure,juz need to try once again with brave and confident,maybe we will hear the sound so success

3)世界上没有解绝不了的事，只要有心一定可以找到自己的路。。。
（in this world there is nothing that cant be solve if you have the will you'll find your way)

4)success is just behind the failure-the one that stand until the end will know nothing is impossible,the difference between prisoner and normal ppl are who cant stand till the end.success is just behind the failure.just need to make a step you will see it...

any words readers can give me?

this blog i will try write in chinese...

the reason i write in chinese b'coz is much more easier to explain....

你确定现在的另一伴是你爱的吗？
世界上处了爱情还有友情和亲情。难道人生一定要爱情吗？
没有爱情与会镇样？
爱情会是很甜蜜的回忆也是被伤的回忆。
快乐是一种选者不是及会。
每一天是学习的日子，如果不是在学校就是在人生中。
珍惜每一刻！