is a kind of bored movie if you not enjoy it!!!

twilight is a love story between human beings and vampires....(as what i said last post-movie that seen this few days)
it divide into 4chapter in movie!!!
of course what have released now in cinema was twilight new moon...
this story is seems talked about the guy edward cullen cant lost bella but he have to leave her because of his family...
erm,how should i said??
edward dint hope/encourage bella to be one of theirs family...(vampires family)
he don't want bella to lose her soul like him!!!
in the end of story they still together!!!
of course in the process i watch this movie quite a lot of "disturbance"...
so actually i not really enjoy it much..
but as my sister they said,is quite ok...
just for guys that is too too boring(over boring)..
. cause it consists a lot of love story inside...
in the 1st chapter is shown that edward are protecting bella...
in this 2nd chapter is jacob protect bella...
jacob is a wolf...
and they have conflict with vampires(they hate each others species)
he dont want bella to become a vampires...
bella and him is a best friend...
but they together in this 2nd chapter-new moon(i think bella together with him because to forget edward)
as what my sister that had read the books...
bella and edward will have a daughter and their daughter will together with jacob in the last chapter....
so waiting for twilight eclipse(the third chapter)...
http://www.twilightmovie.org/

thanks to those friends that always support me!!!

last few days i scold out a lot of things!!!
haha...
kuso and i always arguing....
so for those who understand both of us they have used to it...
jun hau very smart and clever...
he know every time i have a fight with kuso den no one should come in our topic..
cause that fellow sure let me scold...
yup i admit...
sometimes i really cant breath with all the pressure(even a little pressure)...
den i will burst out...
my EQ low(this wan i know)
haha...
when i have a fight with kuso,a guy that actually not always talk to me but he is still my schoolmates come into kuso and mine topic....
of course everyone that know me well they know i like to scold...
only those 1986 and those old ppl not understand me only(maybe they don't know)...
even now in stpm at dato hamzah some of classmates also scared of me(they don't know me o...)
they said i have a face that stating "no one can touch/talk to me"...
haha...should i feel proud???
yup...
i admit again...
when i get frustrated and angry i will scold anything until i feel good...
so???
maybe you feel i very mischievous...
but i still have friends who know i'm not intention on it...
and some of them have already use to it...
all of them know when i in a good mood you will feel i m a very nice ppl...
but when i m in a bad mood den you will know you meet with a devils....
haha..
that's me...
thanks very much to all that really understand me and support me....(kuso,jh,yf,nixson and etc.)
erm as to my 2nd bro:
you remember before u go back on that day,what have i said???
see it really happened!!!
however thx for everything on that day!!!!

speachless....

last few days my brother wanted to play his on9 game to achieve the catty apple pet that he wanted....
so he said he will play for quite long time...
what i can do is let him play over my time cause i not feel sleepy...
furthermore on that time he play i done my account homework....
after that i gone to sleep for a while...
i remember that time was 1a.m...
maybe i too obsessed bout fantasy world with those superstar movie...
so i continue play after that till 4.30a.m...
but it really overboard...
but for me only fantasy world let me feel protective...
the next day when i come back from playing basketball with friends i found out the cable for the internet been plugged out....
so in 2days time i go with my boring life holiday..
dunno why i dint hope for holiday...
this time holiday i dint hope to work but wish to learn something in account firm...
yesterday night my bro told me that the reason they plugged the cable is because i play to late...
den my younger sister said is because i dint do house work...
den when the time i teach my brother maths and we also said bout the cable this things makes my eldest sister come out to scold me...
she is rite.......
i m not the want to pay the money for computer and streamyx...
i make all of them cannot play internet...
ask me if i got the ability go buy laptop and broadband la!!!
den she continue that i always see the movie until no need study...
i think study this word is the main word gua???
study???
actually i dint hope to study anymore...
my sister cant realize my mother wish so they put all their hope on me...
sometime this hope really makes me cant breath at all...
so i post on my facebook wall bout how i felt...
of course a lot of ppl trying to advice me...
that part i know...
yup...
i agree their are family...
just wish for good on me...
want me to be a good baby...
but now holiday started...
just finish up my exam...
cant i have a chance to do whatever things i want???
i know now my image become bad in everyone eyes...
actually i dont mind...
especially someone that wrote in his blog trying to said bout me..
cause he not my anyone anymore....

my family....

today suddenly makes me wanted to write bout my family...
maybe because of my father...
hehe...
i still cold war with my mother...
ok la...
1st to introduce of course is my dad...
my dad is a very stubborn people,bad temper,big man attitude...
all family members not dare to talk to my father...
even if we talk also said:dad today not going to school,dad you wan eat?(even this word will get scold sometime),whatever our topic will not more than 25words....today when i was coming back from tuition i saw he standing alone outside looked at a cat...when i wanted to enter house,don't know who locks the gate for him...but i think he dint brought his key out cause he not looks like going out or coming back from somewhere else...then at night after he taking his bath he just sit alone inside his room waiting us to serve him...normally he will watch television but because his room television broke down,so he looks so alone inside a room...i felt he quite pity...his own child not talk to him...felt like we abandon him...but actually we just really not dare to talk to him...cause every time will get scold from him....T_T

my mum is stubborn people also,bad temper also,mischievous,like to criticize,insult someone if she hated that people or cold war with that people...

my eldest sister is not that stubborn,sometime will hear what i said,a example for me cause when she was at my age now,she also having same problem like me...don't know which stream to choose...on that time she felt account job is a quite good job cause every where need account but actually her interest is more on physics and geography...although she dint study physics before but when she always hear what my sister said bout physics then she will always said she regret not to take that subject...

my 2nd sister stubborn but not as my father cause i remember she still hear what i comment bout her loves world...i remember that time was when i form 4,she couple with a drunker that always abandon her when at pub,always bring her to pub but she always back home herself...everyone not support her with this guy but she still insist until cold war with all members except me...1day i realize she back with her looks like a lot of thing to thinks...so i asking her,and advice by giving all family members point...i m not support but i m not makes any objection also....is up to her if she still want to be with him...of course finally she hear what have god told her and break with that guy...her husband now treat her quite good,everyone supports,cause that guy wont abandon her,or bring her to pub...

then is me...stubborn,bad temper,like to think nonsense,like to have a cat fight,lazy sister,always makes argument with family members...i cant find out my own positive attitude...for them my duty is study,they believe i can earn much....actually looking at my family finance problem,i dont have feel to study....cause i felt my study just a big spending for them...

my youngest sister...she likes to live in fantasy,thinks fantasy,always not takes serious bout everything around her...a good money keeper...

my little brother...how to said bout him???dont like people to control him...don't like people repeat the same things to him(what my mother always did),anything bout study things also don't know...cause he don't like study...that's it...my family member....

some of my post always said bout brother,actually is my friends....
hehe...

god also love me....

haha...
today exam when i was just woke up from sleep suddenly have student come in and give to my teacher....
my teacher spoke out a name...
that's my name...
firstly i quite scare i getting warning letter cause i have quite a long time play truant...
but when the teacher give me the letter i have a smile on my face...
cause actually god love me too...
i got scholarship....
haha...
last time when teacher spoke those student name who got scholarship it doesn't have my name...
so i quite worry if i cant get...
but now...
haha...
i can but my school shoe and those pengajian perniagaan books and those book that i dint have...
of course my entertainment part also no need to worry....
but at least i can save my mother money from buying my school things...
erm,
actually i still cold war with my mum...
haizzz....

i m kidz...

i m just a big kids...
so????
sometime really hope to go back to childhood days...
without any worries....
childish thinking isn't?
haha...
today my friend said:you hear music until so loud dint scare you deaf a???
my thinking is music is part of my life,my soul...
human relation,gossip,criticize are the most dangerous world...
so if deaf can let me not to hear those things then i willing to be deaf...
i remember i told my teacher about this before...
but of course when we deaf then only we will hope to hear the sound of nature again....
i think this is how the word regret comes....