super junior 即使恨也要再来一次.flv

although i think i been outdated with their songs,but i still like this part of the song...
readers,do enjoy it...^^
即使恨也要再来一次-by super junior (honestly i dunno the 2words in front)

maybe i dint know anything and i should not saying ppl like this...

maybe some readers will think i should say until like this cause i m still a little girl...(i mad on fb again)
maybe i dint know what is target and planning...
well,i will find it myself...
and not be a little girl anymore...
be strong,be independent this is what i m now...

what u do does not mean ppl will appreciate it

this few days a words that i learn from my working place(kts) keep flashing on my mind...
although i had stopped my work...
成功者看目标失败者看障碍，昨天我没达到目标是因为我有太多的借口...
this words teach me a lot now....
so i share to a "friend"...
but at last...
what i say in the earlier post maybe i m thinking that i m prefect...
but what i can say is...
i does not feel that...
cause the way is still long for me to go and to reach the life that i want it...
it sounds like i wont get into debts...
but we dunno what will happen...
however,i will avoid myself to get into debts in the future...
way to go,road to take,target,planning,action,prepare for facing questioning in life (problem),pressure that i will give myself and future get it,way to know when to push and pull myself in pressure...all this should settle myself...
be independent,not reliable on anyone,dun wish to ask ppl lend me a hand unless i really cant do it...
so friends,if i ask for help it means i really need help...
dun avoid me that time...
hehe...
although i know i m szb..

target,planning and move on it

what is ur target???
what is ur planning to get success???
what is the next step u going to do to get success???
my success mean to me is simple after i saw a friend being like this situation...
my success will be i have my target and i will take action and go with what i plan...
if until half way there is something block me,i will try to find another way to reach my target...
success for me now is not going to have any debts in life,work harder to solve debts (not by borrowing here and there again and again,choosing and choosing a job again)...
cause if i have debts the best way is to find a work without choosing too high salary ed(know own qualification)...
dun ever think that u study until stpm can get bout 1500/1800 and above...
ur result how???
very good meh???
for me stpm with no good result is will be equal to spm...
spm leaver come out salary should be 850-1000...
this is what in my opinion...
how does the debts comes???
i not sure caused i dint go through....
maybe i born in a good condition family....not too poor,not too rich...
can full fill all my family tummy,and others...
now i wont ask for material things that i cant get...
i learn to get it by myself...
as i say,my target at first in this 2011 is to go uni...(although i know my result are not good)
so i work starting on january...(i had chicken pox right after my exam)
i request salary same like spm leavers salary...
i depend on my ot only i can get into my planning....
so,if i success to go uni here comes my planning and budgeting...
i told myself never ever use FAMA money and wont wait the god will throw money to me...(dream the money falls from the sky)
now i get my toys (notebook)...
honestly,i very very happy the day i bought...
the smile face is just auto show it...(like szb)
cause i use my own money to buy that...
this is my 1st success movement ed...
but i will never feel enough for it...(i wish for better cause my expenses to go uni for me is never ever use my FAMA money)that is me...
what IF i cant get into uni???
the rest money will save it and think of it carefully what i will do next...(but i will never go into debts)
anyway,have to wait for the appeal result again only i can carry on my way...

被保护的感觉

今天看了花样男子第五集。。。
在03.00 开始，那种被保护的感觉我超喜欢的。。。
那个女生渴望有人可以来救救她（可是每次帮她的前辈不在她身边），她可以渴望谁来救她呢？？？
只有剩下那一个开始对她恶劣的前辈。。。（其实那个前辈已经喜欢上她这个平凡的女生）
后来那个恶劣的前辈跑来保护她，抱住她的头说：对不起。。。（那个女生被欺负是因为他）
我超喜欢那一刻被保护的感觉。。。
我猜我的读者朋友们一定说我在发梦，幻想。。。
还有一句forever alone。。。哈哈
如果每一天都给我看这一刻，让我做做梦，让我幻想，我都会感觉到幸福的。。。（就算我活在幻想中）呵呵^^

i dint wish to stop my step....

honestly,i dint wish to stop my step or even go to places that makes me think of it...
i dunno why my brain is thinking of it every time i too free or went to the places that we go together...
busy is a best way to stop me...
but busy is also a way that makes me feels tired easily...(especially being customer service for a handphone shop)....
i was really enjoying to call up supplier but i m not really enjoying to call customer...
cause calling customer make me keep telling myself customer always the rite and i have to gave the best service that i can to them...
although there is a aunt that every time will search for me and buy some snacks for me....
quite miss her now...(i dint work starting on august)
i forget to tell her that i leave...
should find some days to do so...