send my sis to ns..

is quite a family feeling trip...
all including myself also very worried about my this young sis...
cause this is her 1st time leave from our family...
she dint same like me always going to camp...
my mum also said if is me den they wont so worried and wont wanted to follow...
cause they know i will take care of myself well...
so sometime quite jealous on my sis..
cause got a lot of ppl care bout her...(i even lend her my k770i for her...)
on the way back my elder sis ask me to drive...
so i just drive...
but this is when i feel very angry about...
i really dunno what my family want...
cause they ask me to pass by in front car...
so i try to pass by...
but the fast line behind start to have car coming so i just step until 120...
den they said i drive so fast for what...
when i drive slow following a car(the fast line have a lot of car-i cant go in),
den they said why dun u pass by that car...
haiz...
i really speechless that time...
just keep quite to drive...
and when until klang,she scold again...
asking me where are u going???
of course going back la...
ah boh???
den she said wan to eat...
i know she is pregnant now...
but why until i pass by the road only tell me...
so she said u just stop at the side,i drive...
ok lo...
lucky not i drive...
traffic jam like hell!!!
let those expert to drive...

fail to control again!!!

too miss the memory....
so trying to see whether his word still controlling me or not...
i remember i had see this show for 3-4times...-----1litres of tears
yet i still cry again...
remember what he said before...
"i dun like girl/ppl crying"
"u are very pretending"
i think he got say it before...
or i think it in my dream???
if is dream, den it was too real for me...
i dint dare to told my mum about what had happened to me and the group that i always be...
but i got told her sum of the part...
cause she quite wonder why i have such a long time dint talk bout them or go out with them...
she say i stupid...
maybe...
i really stupid...
but i still believe 我这种人很厉害哦(其实这种人很厉害）！！！haha
this movie said we shouldn't live in the pass...
we should try our very best to finish up the day...
is ok to fall down,just need to stand up again..
"if u dunno the way to stand,den no matter how many times u try to stand u will still fall again----i remember 1of them said before..."
just like if we facing a problem,if we dunno the way to solve and the problem come again to u,u will still having the same problem/trouble...
besides,that story also told us to appreciate time,life, and everything around us...
very tired...
cry for whole day because of that movie!!!
but doesn't really know it work on me or not...

brothers sisters fighting and cold war makes mothers to worried...

last week i going out with my younger sister and mother...
my eldest sister have to take care the baby that my mother look of..
my mother that week was sick and we all helped her to do housework...
that night we went to see "doctor"...
when we come back my 2 elder sister have a fight because of an air-cond...
today my mum told me that they still in cold war...
the expression when my mum told me was sad and worried....
but because "someone" ask my mum do not care so much bout our siblings matter...
so that she can more relax herself and her fortune will come...
so she just told me bout them but do not want herself to go in the matter...
i try to persuade my sis but i think she need time too...
i told her that 2nd sis are pregnancy woman now...
she need family care and support...
this is because her husband is not around her...(husband working at puchong,staying at companies hostel)
so i guess my eldest can pity her and be ok with it...
although i know that sisters fighting are a normal activities in a family...

new movie coming out...

miley cyrus new movie is coming out...
just dont know whether it will release out in malaysia or not...
hope it release this month...
the movie called------------the last song....
my sister found that her song----when i look at u is quite nice...
readers can go to take a look...
hehe...

all about eve...

this is a old movie i gone through this week...
how hope i can have a prince like the main actor...
willing to wait for her...
no matter how others girl try to attract him,chase him...
he wont be influence...
his heart is always be right her....
this is the main point i been attracted to this movie...
does this kind of man still exist???
haha...
i think i cant live in reality again...
i cant find a same guy in reality also...
but i know that was just a fantasy...
such a warmth,beautiful fantasy world...
i think now i can understand why my sister always like to live in fantasy...
haha...
but 1day we still need to go back to reality again..
this is the truth we have to face...
if this kind of love belong to you den it will belong to you...
if it does'nt belong to you,no matter how hard you try to get it you will fail...
all depends on fate!!!(this is what i told myself also)

izzit this means by society life????

today teacher teach wat he had teach me before...
haha...
makes me think of him a lot...
actually i dunno the reason why i angry bout him...
although i know that was my mistakes...(i m the 1 that done wrong things)
today what i learned was:
1) dun requested ppl to understand you,understand ppl 1st den only hope for others ppl understanding...
2) once we solve a problem,when a same problem came to us we will be bigger den the problem...
3) control emotion...
4) meditation
5) accept and giving...
ppl who are always emotional will be the loser...
i think this is the reason why i lose!!!
all this he teach me before...
i go through before...
but i still not try to learned it...
what a stubborn person...
how hope yesterday i play truant on that class...
den i will never think of him...
whatever the life is still go on...

why human creates problems????

this is a question i asked my tuition teacher...
he also wonder...
but at last he put buddha concept on it...
haiz...
he said because human have too much movement...
he asked me to stay dun move it will wont creates problem...
another question i would like to ask is,
should human live in future or today???
of course i like to live in past and today...
future we just can dream on it...-this is my concept...
haha...
teacher said dream are good...
but a lot of ppl discourage me to dream cause i just know how to wasting time...
and think impossible things...
hehe...